Post by mawh on Sept 6, 2009 13:11:16 GMT -5
D E L I N E
B A T H E !
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Jasper's words did not phase Deline one bit. She was used to selfishness, being used and abused. None of it was new. The pain, hatred, and sadness always lingered in her thoughts, which surprised her that she had made it this far in her life. None of her parents had given her a good example to follow, she'd been forced to learn from others what to do and not to do. She kept her face emotionless, thinking he had no idea what her emotions were as she had no idea about his ability.
Those words did phase Deline a bit, as she noticed that she and Maria had something in common. She had used so many people to her own advantages, just because she hadn't known better. She had grown up that way, in deciet. It wasn't something she was necessarily proud of, but with nothing about that kind of stuff really known, she couldn't have known better. It was the painful truth, that she definitely knew.
It was hard to tell the truth when Deline had always lied. She had always lied about her life at home to everyone, except for a few people. They said that she wouldn't survive longer, and she had done just fine with it anyway. She couldn't trust anyone in her own little messed up world. She knew if she tried to trust or love anyone again, she'd just get hurt. "There you are wrong, I am more of that type of vampire then you realize. I've done too many wrong things, most of them quite similar to what apparently Maria does."
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