Runaway (TAG: BELLA)

[◇Renesmee Cullen◇]

It was early morning, about 7:30am or 8:00am. Most kids living here in Forks, were still at home fast asleep, of course they had done way to much 'partying' last night, so that was expected. Today being a Saturday and all, most teenagers were recovering from the night before. It looked as if the whole town was empty, not a single person on the roads. The sun was hidden behind the clouds, but it was a relatively nice day out for forks.

So when a small girl, looking to be about 10 or so, pulled open the large doors to Forks library, she was not expecting to see a few older people scanning the shelves of books. Looks like she was not the only one up at this hour. The librarians were a little shocked to see such a girl, with out a parent, but it was Forks after all. Nothing 'bad' happen in this small town.

Renesmee was not in school, well the story was she was home schooled... seeing as she grew so fast, she was kept at home really. People were not allowed to see her, not until she reached her full growth, so a few more years to go. People would talk if they saw Bella with a baby one day and a toddler the next. Renesmee was aware of this rule, but she just wanted some new books to read. She had already read the massive amounts of books her father owned... she was just ready for something new. Also she wanted to get out of the house. She had awoken up early this morning, and her parents were no where to be found. She was in fact on her way to the main house, but she got distracted, and off to the town of forks she ran. (Well running in the forest, making sure she was hidden, she knew the rules.)

Renesmee like reading. She like her parents read for fun, shocker! Unlike most of her mental peers she finds enjoyment out of reading a good book. So every morning as soon as she woke up, she would grab the closest book and just read until she was told otherwise. It was a little hard for her to read when she was at the main house, seeing as her family never really slept and it could get a little loud in there, and Renesmee was easy distracted she got that trait from her father. Also her parents deserved some more alone time. So she figured she would find her way to the library, the one she herd so much about. Renesmee was a very smart girl, so figuring out how to get there was not very hard. Yeah it was a very long walk... But Renesmee ran part of the way... and if her parents found out she might be locked away forever. Like her father she was fast... faster then any human, yet slower then most vampires.

Renesmee had a large smile on her little face as she saw the rows and rows of books. Her eyes just lit up with excitement. Where could she start? There were so many books... With a little sigh she went right for the first shelve of books, and pulled the first one, it was a child's books. lame! So she placed it back a little disappointed. Well she would try something more toward the back. She figured maybe the reading level got higher the further back you went? So she walked down a few isles and pulled a book of the shelf, it look promising, so she oped to a random page and read a few lines, it looks alright.

Yeah she knew she would get into some big trouble later, but it was worth it, she thought to herself. This place was AMAZING! She has never seen so many books in once place before. Her family's collection was close yes, but still. Renesmee curled up in a little ball in the back of the library with the very book she picked up. She was pretty much hidden from the people here, no one would see her, unless they looked.

Renesmee was in a ten year olds little body, so she could fit in small places. She sat between two shelf's reading. Maybe she would get in less trouble if no one really saw her? So far she was doing well, only one or maybe two librarians saw her, but they did not look as if they knew who she was. So that was good.

Renesmee knew what her parents would say. it would be something like, Nessie, you know better! I cannot believe you would do such a thing. Put our family in danger like that... blah blah blah. Well she was tired of it. She was part human, so why not? Yeah she grew fast, but that was just it. she grew too fast! No human would catch that. no one would make the connection... seeing as she was never really out before. So no one knew her. It was like she was a random child visiting... She knew how to dumb herself down anyway. She could talk like a ten year old. Or well she would try to act like the young people she saw on TV. Shoot, if this be the only time she leaves the house, so be it. No one would remember her, and when she was fully grown, surly no one would make the connection! Stupid humans and all... Well okay so they were not so much stupid, they just did not pay attention to things like that.

Renesmee tried to shake the thought from her mind before beginning to read her new book. It was rather odd, but a book is a book, no matter what it was. It was new and exciting, so why not. there were very few pictures in this book, and the text was small, just how she liked it. Turned out she picked up a book all about the world and different cultures. Perfect! She had always wanted to travel the world, but she knew her parents could not go out in the sunlight, so she was stuck here in Forks, where the sun liked to hide behind the clouds. Oh well. That's life. Maybe, Jacob would take her when she was fully grown. Maybe Jacob could show her the world? Maybe... just maybe.

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[isabella]

Bella had left with Alice to go hunting. Nessie was still asleep so she figured she would have time and beside her daughter knew better then to leave on her own. Bella and Edward had been careful to explain to Renesmee that she was not allowed outside. They hadn’t even been able to allow her to go to school. The decision had pain Bella. She wanted her daughter to have a normal life but it seemed like it was impossible. But then again Nessie was not but normal.

Nessie had been born from a human mother and a vampire father which made her a hybrid. They weren’t a lot like her in the world which cause some trouble. It was hard to understand at first what would happened to Nessie. She was growing way faster then any normal girl. But eventually her body would stop aging. Which was a relief for Bella she didn’t knew if she could have dealt with having her daughter taken away from her.

Renesmee was Bella’s pride and joy and the brunette vampire would stop at nothing to protect her. She walked inside of the house she shared with Edward and Nessie. Same house that had been built right next to the Cullens house. Bella liked to be close to the rest of the Cullens. She couldn’t image living far away from them but she liked that she could have some time alone with her family. She didn’t know if eventually she would do like the rest of the Cullens and move back in. only time would tell.

“Edward?” she called as she made her way into the kitchen. He had left a note saying that he was with Carlisle. She smiled and walked up the stairs to her daughter’s room. Which was empty. If her heart had still been beating it would have skipped a few beats. “Nessie” she called into the house. She ran from one room to the next looking under the bed in case her daughter was hiding. Nothing.

She ran the short distance between the two houses. Esme was in the living room and she looked at Bella confused. Bella asked her if Edward was still here. Esme answered that no he wasn’t he had left with Carlisle to the store. “Was Nessie with them?” Bella cried her voice starting to panick. She wasn’t with them.

Bella ran back out of the house screaming Nessie’s name. her daughter was no where to be found. Bella ran back into the house trying to see if there was something she had missed. A note anything that could give her a clue as too where her daughter was. She knew Esme was currently making phone call to make sure all the family members knew that Nessie was missing and that they needed to find her. she passed next to the room where they kept all their books. A few of them had been left on the ground

The only person who left books on the ground was Nessie. Nessie her daughter who loved to read. Her daughter who had already read most books into the house. The library…it was currently the only place she could think off. Bella jumped into her car and for once she was happy Edward had gotten her something fast. She was in the parking lot of the library in record time. She wanted to run inside but she didn’t want to draw attention to herself so she walked inside of the library and looked around for her daughter.

[◇Renesmee Cullen◇]

Renesmee was clueless to what she was doing to her mother. No note, no nothing. She had just left. She was planning on going to the main house to look for her parent's but she got distracted. Something spooked her, and she just ran off to the town. And once she got fur enought away from her home, she came across Jacobs scent, and she went to follow that. But like her father she was no good at it, and somehow, she ended up here at the Library. That's not what she was planning on doing. She went looking for her Jacob. She never dreamed of finding such a place. If she knew the library existed, she would have left a note, taken her cell something. But she honestly left the house thinking she was going to the main house. But no, she went off looking for her Jacob and ended up sitting in a back corner of the library. Book in hand.

She was just so lost in her 'worlds' book. Just looking at some pictures of places she has never seen, and never would. She was amazed at how humans lived in different place's how they ate different foods. How they had different clothing, ect. She was just in shock her little mind absorbing every little word of this large old book. Renesmee looked up, for a second. She had an uneasy feeling in the pit of her stomach, but she could not figure out what it was, or why it was there. The fact that no one knew where she was did not cross her mind. She did not see herself as doing anytihng too wrong. She just went out to get some books. It was all just a mess. Renesmee having a larger mind she could think of so many things at once, which caused her a little trouble. she got into things and ran off sometimes, but she was still a child, a child who got distracted, that's all. But none of that mattered, she just wanted to learn more about the world and she could do that here.

She never realized what she was doing. She never figured out that being out here was bad. That she was still growing, that she looked so much like Edward and Bella, yet she was so old, so she could not have been their child. The humans would talk, which would make them move at some point. She never figured her mother or father would come looking for her, only adding that much more supervision into the mix. For if you see Renamees mother and herself sanding side by side, there is no mistake that Renesmee is Bella's baby. It's the same way with Edward. This was going to be interesting.

Renesmee flipped the pages of the book, at super speed. Reading the page easily, and rather quickly, so engrossed in the book she did not even realize the time, or anything. Her new worlds book was all she could think about. That is until she flipped the page, and that was it. The last page. Renesmee finished it within a second, maybe to, before she closed the book, looking rather upset. "Its over?" Renesmee whispered to herself, in a high pitched soft little voice. Renesmee closed the book before she walked down the isle, hugging the book, finding the very spot she took the book from in the first place. As she placed the book back where it belonged Renesmee could not help but feel pretty much sad. She loved to read, she loved to learn, and this was one less book she could read. This was one less book she could read, one less book in this library. So with a bit of a frown on her face she started to back away from the small book shelf. She would look for another book, another large book that she could learn from.

She ran her hands across the binds of each and every book she passed, looking for another one that might stand out, and what she found was a book on vampires. Well this would be interesting, she thought. So she took it off the shelf, standing there in the middle of an isle, book in hand. She read. Though she did not like this book so far. The first sentience, made Vampires out to be bad people. Renesmee was not a bad person, nor was her uncle's, aunt's grandparents or parents for that matter. Who ever wrote this book, clear never meet a vampire. It upset Renesmee greatly, and it showed on her little face. Oh god did it show. This book was all about how horrible Vampiers were, how they killed people for fun, how they played with humans. This was not a good book for any little girl to read. She was in the adult section, and this book belonged in the trash. The more she read the more her frown showed on her face, the more she read the more blood shot her eyes became, the more she red the closer to tears she could become. Where was her mother when she need her?

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[isabella]

Bella was starting to get worried. She couldn’t find Nessie in the whole kids section. She had looked into the teen section and now she was on the verge of a nervous breakdown. She needed to find her daughter. She went to the second floor where they had adult fiction books. Usually she would have been quite happy to be in a library but right now she was simply freaking now. The books were taunting her, she just didn’t know what Nessie would want to read at the moment.

She was about to give up when she smell her daughter close by. She started to run and then she found her. As tiny as ever there was nessie between two rows of books. And she looked sad. Really sad. From where she was Bella could see the book her daughter was holding. Something about vampires, something she wouldn’t have want her daughter to read.

There was a lot of books out there who portayed vampires as bad people. It would make Nessie believe that Vampires were actually monsters. Bella understood why people would think this but she didn’t want her daughter to be faced with those things. She didn’t want her daughter to be ashamed of who she was even thought she was half human.

‘’Nessie’’ She said quietly as she walked over to her daughter. She gently took the book out of her daughter’s hand. She could see the sadness across her face and didn’t want to yell at her for making her so worried. No she wanted to make sure Nessie was okay. ‘’What are you doing here baby.’’ She asked softly.

[◇Renesmee Cullen◇]

Renesmee was too engrossed in her horrible book to hear that someone was going. She just read as fast as she could. Thought she did not want to read anymore, she had to finish the book, she had to know what people thought of her family, what people thought of her. But the book was taken from her hands with her barley half way through. "Mommy?!" Renesmee asked as she looked up from her hand's which now held nothing. Her eye's met her mothers eyes for just a second, before Renesmee wrapped her hands around her mothers mid section. But Renesmee could not speak, she was too horrified at the images in the book. Just so freaked out about the 'truth' Or so she thought. Books never lied, yeah some were make believe, but this book seemed so real. So true. Even though Renesmee could not see herself, her parents her family like that, still, she knew it had a truth to it, and that frighten her.

Renesmee reached up, placing her hand upon her mothers face, putting slight pressure, and the second she did that, her mother's mind was full of the images, full of thoughts, Renesmee had on her way to the main house. How she wanted to see her parents, but she smelt Jacob near by, and wanted to find him, but found herself already in town, in the library, reading. The most wonderful book ever, the world, how she hoped Jacob could show her the world when she was older, then, things became a little darker when the world book was placed back where it belonged. When Renesmee picked up this one, wonder in her mind, but soon found her devastated. Renesmee just showed her mother every little detail her mother had missed, from the time Renesmee woke up to the point where Renesmee put her hand upon her mothers face. "Sorry." Renesmee said, in her height pitched perfect little voice. Her hand fell from her mothers face, before wrapping around her mother once more, just glad that Bella was here to explain this book to her. Explain to Renesmee that some people just don't like Vampiers.... Like Wolfs... with the exception of Jacob and his pact, ect.

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[isabella]

The situation happening in front of her was of course scaring her. What had Nessie found out. How was she dealing with all of this? Bella knew that those books could bring nothing but fear in her daughter’s heart. Nessie might look older and might have more knowledge then most young ones but still reading those things would bring nothings but pain to her. Bella didn’t know how she was suppose to help her daughter deal with how people view her and the other Cullens. She quickly felt Nessie’s tiny arms around her waist. She moved her hands away for a second so she could put the book away and then moved on hand on her daughter’s hair. ‘’Are you okay baby?’’ she asked softly. ‘’Do you wanna talk about what you just read?’ She was ready to try and explained what Nessie had just ‘learned’.




She felt her daughter’s hand on her face. Her daughter’s way of telling her how she felt. Nessie found it easier to show people how she felt instead of saying it. At first it had scared Edward and Bella wondering if their daughter would eventually speak. But of course the little one had started to speak rather quickly. But she still rather use this method instead on another one. It was quite effective. Bella knew her daughter hadn’t mean any harms by coming here. Too many things were happening all at once and she had lost track of it. Bella wasn’t mad anymore. She was simply glad she had found her daughter safe and sound. ‘’It’s okay Nessie mommy understands why you were here. But you know you should never leave the house just like this right?’’ she reminded her. Most parents would have punish their kid in a way or another but The Cullens were different, their minds and their lives were different then what the others were.

She sat down on the floor and hold Nessie close to her. ‘’Do you want to talk about the book you’ve just read or do you want me to do the talking?’’ She asked Nessie. She didn’t want to move to fast for Nessie she wanted to take one step at the time.

[◇Renesmee Cullen◇]

Renesmee said nothing as she showed her mother everything. Everything up to the horrible book. So she was not in trouble, that was at least a god thing. She was expecting to be in trouble, but that fact did not trouble her mind, at least not yet, not in this very moment. She was just in shocked. When her mother sat down, Renesmee positioned herself in her mothers lap, snuggling up real close, in her mothers protective arms. "Why?" Renesmee Spoke up after Bella's question. Her voice was very high pitched and sing song like. It was the most beautiful voice any human had ever herd. But Renesmee never knew this, she never spoke, at least not very often, so her voice was new to her as well. "Why would they saw that?" Renesmee added. The book, she was talking about the book. Why, HOW could someone think of her family, the Cullen's like that. Evil blood sucking freaks. The words in the book frighten her. Made her think she too was a monster for drinking the blood of animals. She was a killer, that's all she'd ever be, according to the book. She'd go to hell and be damned for life, whatever that meant. Thought she did not know what the meaning of that was, it sounded bad, and she surly did not like it. She really disliked it. Renesmee let out a sigh, holding her mother tight, hoping for some answer's some comfort. Just someone to make it right again. Someone to tell her everything was okay, and that the book was just joking, a bad joke, but a joke none the less. Then again she wanted the trust, and she'd expect nothing less from her mother. Her parents always were honest with Renesmee, and Renesmee hoped it'll stay like that. Though Renesmee loved her mother with all her heart, still, she wanted her father here too, she wanted the rest of the Cullen's to say it was okay also. Though for now, she was happy just being in her mothers safe strong arms.

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[isabella]

Bella didn’t know where to start when it came to explaining this situation. It was quite hard to deal with. Nessie might have been really mature but Bella wasn’t sure how mature her little girl was when it came to learning about this. She asked why. 3 letters such a simple word and yet the explanation was quite complicated. Where do you start when it came to this? “People don’t know vampires the same way you do.” She started in a quiet voice. She didn’t want the other people to hear they would think she was crazy. But she didn’t want to tell Nessie that she would have to wait until they were home so she could finally know what was going on. She deserved to learnt he truth right away. “They see us as creature of the night. Humans like scary stories.” She continued. ”they like to be scared.”

She played with her daughter’s hair. “it’s why we have to keep who we are a secret. People wouldn’t understand that we are not like in the book.” She told Nessie as she hugged her close to her heart. “They are afraid of the unknown. If they knew of course they would change their mind. They would see what we really hard. But we can’t take the chance.” She finished.

[◇Renesmee Cullen◇]

Renesmee was highly confused. She really had not idea what was going on. Soo humans liked to be frighten? Okay that does not mean that her family was bad. That did not mean that her mother went around killing everyone she saw. Shoot. Look at her now. She was out with humans her eyes golden, she had not feed fro any humans, ever. Well besides when she was pregnant, but that was besides the point. Renesmee was the one who wanted the human blood, not Bella. So then did that make her a horrible person? Because she liked blood, human blood? Renesmee was still a little lost. She did not fully get it, but for now it would do. For now she would forget. She may be a horrible person but for now, she'd forget about it and deal with it later. She's just accept it, she'd forgive and forget. "People are just scared that we will hurt them right?" Renesmee asked, letting her head rest upon her mothers chest, listening. Though any normal person would heart a heart beat, Renesmee heard nothing. That's what made her mommy soo very special. Her mother did not have a heart beat, her mother have lived against all odds her mother was special, and no one would know that. Renesmee just let out a sigh, letting her eyes close in her mothers cold hard arms. Just how she liked it.

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[isabella]

She could see the confusing in her daughter’s face and she wasn’t too sure how she was supposed to change it. it was hard for Nessie to understand that not everyone would like the people she cared the most about. That they might even want to kill them. “Yes they are simply afraid. But if they would get to know you or me or anyone in our family then they would see we are not bad. The same way I did when I meet your Daddy.” She told her. It was part of the truth Bella hadn’t been afraid of Edward but she knew that there was some bad vampires out there. Some with red eyes that feed on human blood.

They stood like this for quite some time before Bella looked at the clock. It was getting late and she didn’t want Edward to worry. She hadn’t even told anyone she had found Nessie but that was okay. Alice would have known by known probably. “How about we get you 3 books and then we go home.” She asked Nessie. Maybe that would help cheer her up of course Bella would get the final say on those very books. She didn’t want to take the chance of having her daughter finding another awful book just like the one she had just picked up.

[◇Renesmee Cullen◇]

Renesmee just let out a sigh as her mother spoke. "But they wont..." Renesmee said looking up at her mother. "They don't like you and daddy...." Renesmee said confused. Meaning that no one just comes up to speak with the Cullen's most are too... frighten or something. Renesmee had seen it before. Renesmee could remember when Charlie first came over, he was so very frighten of the Cullen's. And her for that matter. But then he warmed up to them, and Renesmee loves her grandfather very much. Though she's never met her grandmother, or step grandfather. She was just fine with that. But Renesmee just shook her head, meaning she did not need an answer. Meaning she'd figure it out for herself. Renesmee was smart, and she knew it would all come together in the end. she just had to wait for answers to come to her. This whole thing would soon make sense when she started going to school, when she was fully grown.

Renesmee was quiet for a few moments as she listened to her mother. "How about 4 books!" Renesmee said with her high pitched giggle. The sadness all but left her mind. The best thing about Renesmee was the simple little things made her happy. Just a word would do it, a hug a kiss, that's all she needed. A pat on the back, and Renesmee would be up and running once more. Renesmee let out a giggle as she took hold of her mothers hand before pulling Bella to a different section. Renesmee did not want to come across another one of these books. She'd save that for another day. So for now, she tugged on her mother to a different section. One she's yet to be in.

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[isabella]

Nessie was a lot smarter then Bella gave her credit for. Maybe she simply wanted her little girl to stay a little girl. It was hard enough to see your child grow it was even harder when they were getting older much faster then any normal child. And of course their lives were not what everyone’s lives were. She simply shook her head. “it doesn’t matter sweety. What really matters is that we have each other.” She told the young girl. Her baby was patient. She knew there was not a lot more her mother could give her right now. And bella was glad. No matter how much she hated to lie to her daughter she knew that sometimes it was for the best. And she was not really lying. Simply not telling the whole truth. One day she knew she would have to tell Nessie about all the things she was hiding from her but not right now.


“we can get you how many books you want.” Bella told Nessie. She could never say no to her daughter. No matter what she asked of her. there were things she might not want to talk about but when it came to her daughter if the question was raised she would say the answer soon enough. But now it was something as simple as books. Nessie wanted books and Bella was going to give them to her. she followed Nessie into a different section glad they were leaving this awful book behind. There was no need to stay close to it. “What do you want to read Nessie?” she asked her.

[◇Renesmee Cullen◇]

as many books as you want, ran through Renesmee's head, and Renesmee's mouth drooped wide open. "as...many... books...as .... I ...want?!" Renesmee asked again, her eyes beginning to light up as she realized what that meant. Her excitement slowly started to show on her face. Any book. As many books here she could take home. "I dunno mommy!! There are too many books!" Renesmee said letting her free hand run along the spins of every book at her height. Her other hand held her mothers hand tightly. She did not want to loss her mother in all these books, at least not now. Renesmee made her way to where she found her first book, the world book. "Mommy look!" Renesmee said stopping real quick, and very sudden to pull out the book she read first. "Look what I read!" Renesmee said showing her mother the large book, with little pictures. "It's about the world mommy...." Renesmee said a new child like wonder playing across her face. The child in her coming out, pushing her more adult side away, she did not have to be grown up, not yet not now. So she could be a kid, it was safe to be a kid right now. "I wanna go there!" Renesmee said talking about the book, she wanted to go to all the places in the book. It wounded so wonderful, so much history, so much beauty. Renesmee starting to look at the books around the one she first picked, picking up random books that looked good. Until her arms were much to full for any human child. Renesmee stopped knowing she could not handle anymore, if she were human. Before she opened any of them, she wanted her mother to make sure it was okay first.

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[isabella]

Bella could see she had made a happy camper out of Nessie when she had said the young hybrid could take as many books she life. Maybe she should have mentioned the library had a limit of 12 books. Later she told herself. No need to mention this now. She would see what Nessie came up with first. She looked so happy as she walked between the books touching each and everyone of them as if they were telling a story only she could hear.

She looked at the book Nessie was showing her. she said it was a book about the world. “You’ve read all this today?” she asked her daughter feeling rather amazed. “eventually we can travel where ever you want sweety.” Bella told her. it was just that right now it would be rather hard for them to do so. They would have to wait until Nessie had stop to grow. Then they would be able to travel the world like Nessie wanted. Once Nessie’s little arms were full Bella leaded her to a table. “Let’s take a look at those books first.” She told her as she sat down at the table. She wanted to make sure all book Nessie had chosen were appropriate for her.

She put a few to the side, books she thought might be too old for Nessie for the moment. Eventually she knew she would allow Nessie to read them but not now. “okay you have 12 books.” She told her. “let signed them out and leave to get home.” She added.

[◇Renesmee Cullen◇]

"Yeah mama!" Renesmee answered her mother with a giggle nodding her head. "Of course silly! I read fast Mommy!" She added the excitement so pronounced on her face, she'd never look board again. She just could not help it. The world was in her hands, in her arms. She could go anywhere in this place, she could dive into the make believe, she could travel the world, do anything she wished. She was lead to a table where she carefully let the books slips from her arms onto the table. She giggled a little spreading them out on the table so her mother could see all the books she'd taken. All the books were based off different country's, different city's, just places. One book was on Voltura. After the book were sorted, Renesmee picked up the 12 large books holding them best she could, trying to look like a human girl 'struggling' to hold them all, rather she was having a fun time trying to act human. Renesmee found it funny to do so. "Lets go Mama!" Renesmee squealed in delight as she walked to the desk. She leaded around the book, and quickly realized she was much to short to put the books on the counter, so she just looked to her mother for help. She would wait for her mother to check out the books, Renesmee was unsure of how you would do such a thing, so she made sure to pay complete attention, she'd have to come back one day alone and do this. Which was not a bad thing, she just wanted to make sure she did not look like an idiot trying to check out a book.

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[isabella]

Bella smiled at Nessie. “I know you read fast. Mommy seem to have forgotten…” she said. Sometimes she wondered what it would have been like to have a non vampire life. Not that she thought she had made the wrong choice or anything like this. There was no way she would want her life to be different but she was just curious. Nessie was able to hold all 12 books as she walked to the counter and yet she of course faked having trouble with it. Bella knew that in reality Nessie could hold things much heavier then this. But Nessie had been thought to act like she was still a child and her daughter really understood what that meant. And no matter how special Nessie was she was still like any little girl. She still needed her mother. She smiled at took the books away from Nessie’s hand and checked them out. The lady gave them a strange look but didn’t say anything. She put the books in two bags and handed them over to Bella.

Bella took them with one hand and took Nessie’s hand with her own. “Come on baby let’s go home.” She told her. She was so glad that nothing bad had happened to Nessie. She would also need to talk with Edward in order for them to see how they could let more freedom to Nessie without putting her in danger. It was clear that their daughter was growing fast mentally and would need more space and more responsibility soon.

[◇Renesmee Cullen◇]

Bella forget?! How silly of her mother! that was such a human thing to do. Renesmee would not have expected her mother to forget something. Then again, Renesmee was very special and it was easy to over look her ability's. She was perfectly capable of checking out the books on her own, even know she did not know how, she'd figure it out. Renesmee was just like that, but seeing as her mother was there, she would sit back and watch, so next time she'd know what to do with out asking for help. She watched as the lady checked out all the books. The look after words gave Renesmee a small chill down her spine, she'd have to ask what that was all about later, once out of hearing range. Renesmee said nothing as her hand was taken and her mother began to walk. Renesmee went along with her mother but kept looking at the lady who checked out her books. Did she know Bella was a vampire? And she half of one? Did that lady feel the same way the person who wrote that book felt? Renesmee was confused. The second they were out of hearing range Renesmee looked to her mother and spoke. "Mama? How come she looked at you like that?" She looked worried. "Does she know Mama? Dose she know about the secret?" Renesmee half wondered, knowing it was not true, yet in the back of her mind, she though it could be. If she worked her, she would have had to of read that vampire book, or one like it.

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[isabella]

Bella had a lot on her mind at the moment. It could be an easy explanation as to why she had almost forget about the strong ability of her daughter. That or the fact that sometimes she wished that Nessie was normal. Because she knew that life would eventually get hard for the young girl and Bella didn’;t want that. She wanted her daughter to be happy. She didn’t want Nessie to have to fight her whole life. But she knew that it was impossible. The Volturi might come back one day and then they would need to decide what they were going to do.

As they walked out Nessie started to ask her some questions. “No honey she doesn’t know the secret.” She started. “She was looking at us this way because she is not use to seeing little girls like you caring those type of books.” She explained to Nessie. “See baby most girls that look like you they don’t read the same book as you do. They would take really tiny books with lost of images.” She said. “the lady was just no use to seeing something like this. Don’t worry she doesn’t know anything.” She added.

[◇Renesmee Cullen◇]

"Oh..." Was all Renesmee could say in response to her mother. So the lady behind the counter did not know about the Cullen's, well that was good. But then... then why the evil look? Why did the lady give them that look. Renesmee did nothing wrong. Nor did she think her mother did. So then why... why? Renesmee figured they had to have done something to get such a look. Then it was answered. She had carried too many books. She did something wrong, and in that very second Renesmee's face feel into a frown. She had done something bad. Picture books? Thous books were no fun. She wanted stories, books, something to capture her mind, not a stupid picture. If she wanted pictures she'd watch TV. Then again some pictures were nice, it help her visualize places, but still. "But mama..." Renesmee said in an attempt to make herself feel better. "I don't like picture books." She said with a sigh. Hoping it was still okay that she got these big old books. She'd come back for picture books later. Maybe. Renesmee let out a long sigh as she looked at the bags holding her books. She was what? 10 now, or well looked about 10, and ten year olds read big books right? Guess she was reading books a little tooo big.

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[isabella]

As soon as she saw the frown on her daughter’s face, Bella stopped walking. She put the bags aside and knelled down so she was the same height as Nessie. “Don’t be sad baby.” Bella started. “it’s okay. The lady was simply not use to this. You didn’t do anything wrong. She figured her daughter was the same way as Bella herself was. Always thinking that everything wrong that was happening was her fault and yet they could not put the problems of the world on their shoulders. That was impossible. She smiled. “I know you don’t like them baby and I would never ask you to read something you didn’t like. She might just think you are a genius little girl.” She said laughing. Yes because if people thought that Nessie was actually only 10 and would start to ask her complicated questions they would quickly notice that she was a lot smarter then any young girl or boy around her age. Some people might want to use this to their advantage and enter their child in competition and things like that but not Bella. She knew that none of the Cullens would ever even think about doing such a thing. All of them cared deeply about Nessie.

[◇Renesmee Cullen◇]

A genius little girl. Well she kinda was.. right? She knew a lot more then people her age and she did grow like super fast, so she must be really smart, a genius. The thought made her happy again. "I am a genius right mama?" She asked a small innocent smile on her face as she bit her bottom lip lightly, so her half vampire teeth did not poke her half human skin. "And mama?" She asked the smile leaving her face once more. "Are you gonna tell daddy I ran away by accident?" She asked some small worry lines creased her forehead. She hoped her father was not told, she feared he would be mad and yell at her like she'd seen on TV. Though no one had yet to yell at her, be truly angry with her actions, she figured this might just push someone over the edge. She really did not mean to run away, she really did not mean to cause such a problem, and so much worry. But she just wanted to find her Jacob, and he had went this way. Of course to get to La Push you had to pass a few things, and the library was one of them. She really did not mean to she just was not using her head the way she was taught, she followed her heart really. She wanted to go find her best friend, and she did not see any harm. She did not fully understand what she was doing by going off alone like that, with out telling a soul. Just up and taking off. "Mama... I don't want daddy to be mad at me!" She whimpered, the thought over taking her logic, and fear and worry over took the little girls mind. Though she did not cry her eyes began to fill with tears, they would soon fall. One thing this special little girl could not take was disappointment, and she feared her father would be disappointed in her. And that single thought made her want to cry.

((I think it would be a good time for Edward to join... well in the next few post..... what do you think?))

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