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Post by circeestellelang on Jun 22, 2009 11:11:09 GMT -5
The Masochistic Lion Edward walked at human speed through the trees on the way to his meadow. It had been a place where he had come to think in the early days of living in Forks, then it was the place where he had brought his wife. They would sit in the center and gaze into each others eyes for hours on end. They would have conversations and relax.
But now it was the family meadow. His daughter had never seen it but in a few seconds time her tiny eyes would settle on its beauty and he was sure she would be as intoxicated in its glory just like her mother was.
Edward held her satin soft hand in his own. As he walked he would tell her stories of the days he had spent in the meadow with Bella. He was sure that at any moment she would get bored of them but she never asked or thought to be told about something else.
Edward stopped and pointed to wards an opening in the trees. " There is your surprise. " He said and nudged her forward.
The trees around the meadow had grown slightly, concealing it even more. A small opening between two old trees was the entrance and this was were he was pointing. [/color] |
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Post by ◇Renesmee Cullen◇ on Jun 23, 2009 0:27:52 GMT -5
Renesmee was very interested in what her father had to give her, or show her for that matter. She had herd stories about some place where Mother and Father used to go to relax and spend some free time together. The story's always fascinated her. To hear about her human mother, and the life she once had. Now her life was different, better in most ways, worse in some, but that was besides the point. As soon as they started walking Renesmee knew where he was taking her. It was her parents special spot, and now she would be alloud to share it with them. It would be their little family's place. A place where they would go to get away, get away from whatever it was, school, people, work, family whatever. Just a relaxing spot.
Renesmee's eyes were not as good as her fathers, so it took her a few more steps before she could see the meadow, and her jaw just dropped. Renesmee took a cautious step forward, only to turn to look back for her fathers reassurance. She was looking for a smile or a nod or something anything before she would move forward. When she did she was amazed at the site. Renesmee pushed thought the small ferns at her feet, stepping into the most wonderful place on earth. The meadow was small, perfectly round and filled with wildflowers of all colors, Violet, yellow, whites, every color was here. Renesmee watched as the flowers swayed in the soft breeze of day. (Twilight page 259). Renesmee was in complete and total shock. This had to be the single most beautiful place she has EVER seen. She was extremely happy she could share this with her father. Renesmee started to smile, as she looked back towards her father, her smile only growing with every second that passed. Wow, was all she could think. [/color] ((OOC::All credit goes to Leah+Rose from MP for making my posting layout. Icons taken from Google.)) |
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Post by circeestellelang on Jun 23, 2009 10:29:21 GMT -5
Edward watched with a large smile on his face which revealed his perfect pearl white teeth. He loved to see his daughter happy, because it made him happy. The wonder on her face was just invigorating. She looked at the meadow like her mother had once done. She took in its beauty and was entranced by it.
Edward moved further into the sun kissed meadow and let the rays wash over him. There was no humans, no vampires, just himself and Renesmee. Edwards skin glittered madly in the light and reflected what he thought made him a monster and what Renesmee thought were pretty diamonds. He loved how she never saw the bad things.
For a few more seconds, Edward watched his daughter. But decided eventually of giving her something that would literally make her chocolate eyes pop right from her skull.
At vampire speed, he shot around the meadow picking flowers of every kind and arranging them into a unique and beautiful pattern. When he was finished he stopped in front of Renesmee and bent down to her height.
" For you mademoiselle. " He said in a funny French accent, as he handed the boutique to her. |
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Post by ◇Renesmee Cullen◇ on Jun 24, 2009 22:12:41 GMT -5
Renesmee giggled a little, as she watched her father travel around the meadow, fast as could be. She could see him yes, but she was not 100% what he was doing. So she stood there her hands clasped together, hanging in front of her, waiting. "Aww... Daddy!" Renesmee said with a little look on her face. "They are sooo prety!" Renesmee said taking the flowers from him and smelling them a little. "Thank you daddy! Thank you!" She said with a giggle after. Renesmee took a small step forward hugging her father very tight, though not hurting him, not like she could hurt him all that much. She was not that strong! She let the fingers of her free hand lightly touch her father, showing him how silly he was, with the funny french accent, and how absolutely beautiful he was sparkling in the sun, and how much she really appreciated him giving her the flowers and how much she loved him. She loved him just as much as Bella and Jacob(though she left the Jacob out). She also made sure to thank him again for showing her such a wonderful place. "It's so beautiful here!" Renesmee said letting her hand fall from his face and bringing the flowers back up to her face, while she took a small step back, so she could see the meadow better. "Wow." She just said looking around, trying to get the feel, and trying to picture her mother and Father here, lying in the sun. How she would have liked to see that. [/color] ((OOC::All credit goes to Leah+Rose from MP for making my posting layout. Icons taken from Google.)) |
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Post by circeestellelang on Jun 25, 2009 12:47:37 GMT -5
Edward closed his eyes and bent down to huge his daughter. She was so soft and warm, just like Bella had been. He loved spending time with Renesmee and he loved giving her presents, it didn't matter how expensive or high-tech they were she loved everything. The look on her beautiful face and the shine in her mothers eyes made everything worth while. Made all the pain and suffering both he and Bella had gone through, worth while.
Once Renesmee had finished the hug and picture show Edward knew she wanted more. He had heard it. She had wanted to see himself and her mother lying in the sun, in the middle of the meadow.
Edward gently took Renesmee's hand and pulled her into the middle of the meadow, directly under a puddle of sun.
" You might not be able to see your mother and i, like you wanted to.... But you can experience just how she felt ? "
Edward let go of her hand and proceeded to sit down on the wet grass. After smiling crookedly he lay down in the grass and patted next to himself.
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Post by ◇Renesmee Cullen◇ on Jun 25, 2009 22:33:35 GMT -5
Renesmee looked up towards the sky, as her father lead her to the middle of the meadow, right under the light blue sky's the sun beating down on her already warm skin. When her father spoke she looked to him for a second. "Really?" She asked with a little giggle. She loved how her father always knew just what she was thinking. Even when he caught her thinking about Jacob, still she loved that her every wish, her ever need would not go unnoticed. She loved how her father always knew. Even when she had no words to describe what she was feeling or thinking, he always knew. It really warmed her heart. Renesmee looked at down as Edward sat. It took her a second or two before she too sat down looking back up at the sky for a second, before back down at her father sitting nicely next to her.
Renesmee could not help but be a little jealous of his skin. The diamonds in it, just amazing looking. Yeah he could never show his face in the sun light, but still, he was so beautiful. Yeah she was pretty, and everyone always fussed about how pretty she looked, but still ,she could not help but be in total aw when she saw a vampire in the sun. Though she must saw her mother was the most beautiful person in the whole world, and when she stood in the sun, her beauty was all the more blinding. Aw she wished she could sparkle also. All her skin did was glow a little. She could still go out in the sun, she was just glowing, not like human eyes could really pick it up. Then again she had a very small amount of diamonds in her skin. If you looked REALLY REALLY REALLY hard, you would be able to see one or two diamonds here and there. But still, with her half vampire eyes, she still had to really look in order to see them. But she tried not to think about that! For she knew her father would just tell her she was beautiful just how she was. (Though not as pretty as her mother. Renesmee could remember him saying something like that, the first time the three of them were outside together.) [/color] ((OOC::All credit goes to Leah+Rose from MP for making my posting layout. Icons taken from Google.)) |
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Post by circeestellelang on Jun 29, 2009 10:43:36 GMT -5
Edward closed his eyes and absorbed the warm heat of his daughters touch. It was just like being back in the meadow with Bella, accept this time both of they're lifes were more or less perfect. With little effort Edward pulled Renesmee closer to his body in a kind of fatherly lopsided hug, her soft hair falling on his granet skin like thin peices of silk.
Edward listened to Renesmee's mind and laughted softly as she discussed with herself how beautiful the diamonds in his were, even though in his opinion, it showed the monster he felt he truely was. When Renesmee moved onto Bella, he had to agree with every thought. She was the most beautiful creature in the world. Even if Rose hated that fact, that she was no longer she-goddess who drew everyone's eye when she entered a room. All the attention feel on his sweet Bella and of course Renesmee.
He hated it how his daughter wished that she could look like they did in the sun. She was perfect the way she was. And she knew he would say that, but it still didn't seem to stop her wanting it.
Renesmee could do somethings that the rest of the family could never do. Go to the beach on a sunny day for instance, Or do something as simple and go for a walk in a public area on a summer day. They could never do that if members of public were around. If Renesmee ever started a sport with school like, baseball or something outdoors, they could never go and see her in her shining moment.
" You know what i'm going to say, but i will say it regardless. You are my little angel. My beautiful little angel and you should never change. " Edward made is voice deeper on the words 'My' and 'Never', just so she would be able to understand that she was to stay his little, beautiful girl. |
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Post by ◇Renesmee Cullen◇ on Jun 29, 2009 23:53:43 GMT -5
Renesmee laughed her little giggle of a laugh as she settled down with her father. She snuggled up to him real close, placing her head upon his chest, just like what Bella used to do. Know she loved her father very much, but if it were Jacob in his place this would be more then perfect. Right now it was perfect. just righ, father and daughter, bonding. Renesmee let out a sigh as she just thought of the beauty her mother held, and the just how happy she was just relaxing with her father. As the sun shown more, she without really thinking much started to count the sparkles on her fathers arm. Yeah there were way to many to count, but she would try. Her half vampire mind thought counting still had room to think. Though she did not think too much. She was just happy, content. just fine how she was, where she was. She listened to her father speak, and could not help but smile when he claimed her as his. She always liked being someone's, then again, she was Jacobs and Bella's and the list went on. But there was no love like a love a daughter has for her father. "I know... I know!" She responded with a small laugh, "I can't help my thoughts...." Renesmee said as she stopped counting on number 13,109 sparkles. And she was yet to finish his arm. "I just think things." Renesmee said with a shrug. She had always tried to stop wishing to be something she was not, around her father, because he always said the same thing only in a different way. But it was hard. She was no Alice. It was hard for her to control her thoughts the way Alice did. For when she tried not to think about something, she always thought about it. Hard not life! But she loved it all the same. [/color] ((OOC::All credit goes to Leah+Rose from MP for making my posting layout. Icons taken from Google.)) |
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Post by circeestellelang on Jun 30, 2009 10:20:19 GMT -5
Renesmee had a unique mind. It was infantile yet sophisticated. Child and Adult. Many young children or even teenagers wished they could be something they could never possibly be. On many occasions, Edward has listened into people's minds and hear them praying to a higher power to become silly things like mermaids and fairy's and in some twisted cases he had even herd a group of darker teenagers, commonly classed as ' Goths', wanting to be vampires.
In the more realistic cases he had herd children wanting to be tall or blond or change there eye color. So, it was only normal for Renesmee to want to change something about herself. Yes, she was growing up at an extraordinary pace, but it would still have been unusual if she hadn't of had some of the child-like desires and thoughts that a child has.
" It is normal to think such things. You may be a special child but you are a child non the less. " He said with a smile in his words to convey that he understood where she was coming from.
But with all That information in account, Edward still didn't want her to wish she was more like them. She was a unique beauty all in herself.
" Are you enjoying yourself little Bella ? "
Edward thought she would like being called Bella for the time since she was more or less rein-acting her mother ... perfectly. |
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Post by ◇Renesmee Cullen◇ on Jul 2, 2009 1:43:22 GMT -5
"But if you think about it..." Renesmee said. "I may be physically young but I'm a lot smarter then the kids my age! So I am not that young... I averaged out..right?!" Renesmee asked. She did not really want to be kid, yet at the same time that's all she wanted. It was like the human part of her only wanted to run and play and just be a baby, then the vampire wanted her to grow up be an adult, handle herself the way she should. So it was hard to find that happy middle. She was still working on that. But it was hard, sometimes the pull to be a baby or an adult was stronger then the others. So maybe she would want to do everything by herself one day, and the next day she wanted nothing more then to be fussed over and cared for. "Yes I am daddy." Renesmee said with a sigh soaking up the sun. But her little mini war battled on. It was always child or adult, physical or mental. It never ended, well it would. When she was really 18, 19 years old, she hoped it would end. She hoped like a human, she would be an adult, in every way. She hoped the battle would be done and over with. Being a half breed was hard work, Fun but hard! Rewarding, but hard. "Your the best daddy in the world... did you know that?" Renesmee added closing her eyes a little. She was thinking about taking a nap, but she really did not need one. So why wast the day. [/color] ((OOC::All credit goes to Leah+Rose from MP for making my posting layout. Icons taken from Google.)) |
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Post by circeestellelang on Jul 2, 2009 4:08:00 GMT -5
Edward listened to his daughters mind. He knew how confused she must feel and she was right being a half-breed would be hard work. She was unique and would have to deal with somethings that nor he or Bella would ever understand and perhaps even couldn't help with. But under it all she was still happy with her predicament. " You know things for you will get better, right ? " Edward stated bur offered it as a question also.
" If your tired you should sleep. We have forever to do this. " Literally he thought to himself. They would be able to do this a hundred times if they wanted to. She may not be a child anymore but he was more than confident it would have the same effect. She was such a care-free child and Edward believed that she would grow into a care-free adult. Maybe a bit more restrained but still his Renesmee. |
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Post by ◇Renesmee Cullen◇ on Jul 2, 2009 22:31:40 GMT -5
"What do you mean?" Renesmee asked looking up at her father. Yes she knew things would get better, a lot better. But in what way. What did he mean by it. Yes everything would work out in the end. He would marry Jacob, or so everyone says, behind her back, and she would live a long and happy life.. But still what did he mean exactly? "And I know, I do not wish to sleep." Renesmee added with a small sigh. "I like being awake with you. You make me happy, so does Mama and the rest of our family... and Jacob, can't forget Jacob." Renesmee said with a smile on her face. Ah Jacob. She really did love this boy man. She loved her father just as much, only in a different way. She knew her father was reading her mind, so she tried her best to keep Jacob and her fantasy out of her mind, she did not want to up set her father or anything. Plus it was kinda privet. Though hard, she managed to keep most of her feelings and such for Jacob out of her mind. It took most of her concentration not to think about Jacob, and all the good times they had, and the good times that were to come, even her wedding, which would be way down the road. [/color] ((OOC::All credit goes to Leah+Rose from MP for making my posting layout. Icons taken from Google.)) |
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Post by circeestellelang on Jul 18, 2009 6:43:32 GMT -5
Edward smiled slightly, " I mean, everything will work out in the end. ".
Edward listened to his daughters thoughts again, still intrigued by the mixture of naive little thoughts, then the profound intricate thoughts of her adult mind. But somethings a father just doesn't want to hear. Renesmee's contemplation of marriage to the dog, Jacob just made his skin crawl. He let a quite growl vibrate in his chest. He hated the fact that his daughter was slowly growing closer, love building between them. Yes, he could see that they would get married and nothing he said was going to change that. Her mind was set. Jacob had imprinted, so obviously his mind was set. It was sadly ... Inevitable.
" No, of course we can't forget Jacob. " He scratched the name darkly. Edward wondered how Renesmee saw Jacob. He himself saw him as a smelly, dog. But his child saw him as .... the comforting friend, playful and lovable. " Nessie, " He began precociously, " Tell me what you see, when you look at Jacob. " Curiosity killed the cat, Edward began to think it was going to start his dead heart and give him a heart attack. He wanted to know yet he didn't. But he wanted to understand his only child, and if that meant hearing things he didn't want to, then he would just have to put up with it. That was the purpose of there excursion. |
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Post by ◇Renesmee Cullen◇ on Jul 25, 2009 1:20:04 GMT -5
Renesmee let out a sigh. "I know..." She said with a small giggle. Though life was no fairytail, so it was only going to get harder before it got any better. There was no such thing as a perfect life, and she never forgot that. So no matter how hard she wanted her life to be perfect, it just could never ever happen! Renesmee had herd the little growl, felt it too, but she said nothing about it. She knew he was trying, she also knew he hated Jacob, but she just could not help but love Jacob. "Jacob?" Renesmee said thinking for a second. It was weird that he wanted to know what she thought about him, but, whatever. "I can show you better then I can tell you!" Renesmee said, knowing that he very well could just read her mind, but this way was much more fun. So she placed her hand to her father's face, and there stood Jacob. Renesmee ran through their meetings, and how every time he walked in the room, every time she thought about him, she just was happy. Happier then, then anything.
Yes when Edward and Bella came in a room it was different. Jacob just made her better, made her, her. Jacob lived for her. Jacob was just Jacob. There were no words, no nothing, Jacob was just hers. Her thoughts were changing. She started seeing Jacob as more then a friend, more then a best friend. someone who would be there for her, when her parents could no. A proctor, a... just whatever she needed Jacob was. It was just.... Jacob was her everything. Jacob was who she thought about as soon as she woke up and before she went to bed everyday. She just wanted to be with him. The world revolved around Jacob (And the Cullen's) But Jacob kept her grounded, Jacob kept her going every day. Jacob was her Bella in a way. Jacob was her brain of heroin. Jacob was her everything. Just the feeling's she had when she saw Jacob, she let her father feel. She just told him, showed him what they did together, how he just knew what she wanted, what she needed when she herself did not know. Jacob was just her Jacob. [/color] ((OOC::All credit goes to Leah+Rose from MP for making my posting layout. Icons taken from Google.)) |
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Post by circeestellelang on Aug 26, 2009 11:32:08 GMT -5
  
Edward hated to admit it, but he knew just where his daughter was coming from when she thought of her love for Jacob. When Renesmee touched his stone cold face and let the images of their meetings flow into his head, he couldn't help but cringe to begin with. But as he watched their meetings in full Technicolor and saw her much Renesmee depended on him, his mind began to change ... slightly. He could see that his little girl wanted Jacob in her life constantly, she wanted him to be everywhere she was.
He knew how she felt, in more respects than maybe even she could understand. His love for Bella was forbidden to begin with, it was looked upon as begin wrong. But eventually everything worked out in the end and they now had the perfect little family. Eventually, he understood, Nessie would want that too. She was his grown up child. Much like Bella had been. They were very alike. She had the good traits of both parents.
Edward laughed slightly at Renesmee's quote, Jacob was her heroine. She couldn't get enough of him just like Edward couldn't get enough of Bella. " I understand." He commented verbally. If Jacob was what Nessie wanted more than anything, he knew that nothing could keep them apart. He knew this more than anyone because that was how he felt around Bella. It looked as if he was going to have to put up with Jacob and get used to his presence because soon it would be a constant.
" You really love him don't you? " He asked. Her feelings were developing and Edward suspected that she no longer saw the shape-shifter as just a play-thing. He could tell by the imagery of her mind. [/color] |
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Post by ◇Renesmee Cullen◇ on Aug 30, 2009 21:26:07 GMT -5
She was slightly suprised at her fathers reaction. He understood? He got it? He was okay with Jacob?! Her eyes lit up, as the sun hit them, they sparkled lightly from the tears that built in them, happy tears. Was he really okay with Jacob? He would accept Jacob as her's? He would love Jacob as a son?! Okay so that was going a little to far. He did not have to love Jacob, that was fine, all she wanted was her father to be happy, happy with her choice in a mate so to say. Just happy. "I do daddy, with all my heart! I love Jacob black so very much, I love my wolf family too!" Renesmee commented. "You know how much I love Leah, Seth, Emily, Rachael! Even Sam has even grown on me..." She continued, as she said each their name she could not help the happy thoughts that came along with them, a picture too. A picture of the two of them laughing, just having fun. She loved being able to run with them, though she could never in a million years keep up with Leah, Leah made sure to keep up with Renesmee. It just worked, it fit. Everything in her life was perfect. She would ask for nothing more nothing less. Even if her father could not get along with her future husband(Oops she let that one slip! Hopefully Edward would not have caught that one.) Renesmee would still be happy.
"Of course I love my vampire family more then anything... Especially you, Daddy!" Renesmee giggled a little touching her father on the tip of his nose as she said 'daddy'. God she loved her father, her mother, her grand parents her aunt uncles, just everyone. She was just full of love. No hate, such a pure little heart she had. She judged no one, and loved all, no matter how annoying they may be... HINT Teenage boys who hit on her. Still she did not judge them, and treated them all the same. Her life, could not have been better. [/color] ((OOC::All credit goes to Leah+Rose from MP for making my posting layout. Icons taken from Google.)) |
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Post by circeestellelang on Sept 9, 2009 9:49:54 GMT -5
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Post by ◇Renesmee Cullen◇ on Sept 9, 2009 21:59:56 GMT -5
Renesmee smiled towards her father. "That's for trying. I know its hard for you to like him, but I swear he's a great guy... even for a wolf." Renesmee said ending with a small giggle. Yeah he was a wolf, and he was a great guy, and she knew how hard it was for her parents to accept that. She just asked that they try to get along, that the try to see it her way. That they try to like Jacob. She was not asking for Best Friends, of heck no, she just wanted them to be nice to each other, able to stand being around each other for more then a few seconds. "Oh course!" She said shaking her head. It was common knowledge that she was hit on every second of every day. "But don't get upset, Jacob takes care of them for me." She added. Okay so Jacob rather frighten them off, with evil looks and not so nice things. But it worked. She jut hoped her father never came to pick her up from school, who knows what would happen then. Some of the looks she get's well she was sure that her father would be less then happy to see that. But they were teenager's. They were just human, and their hormones were out of wrack, so she understood. [/color] ((OOC::All credit goes to Leah+Rose from MP for making my posting layout. Icons taken from Google.)) |
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