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Post by kandrakar on Aug 22, 2009 15:43:32 GMT -5
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 Tanya was good at concealing her emotions. It would take an empath like Jasper to truely know what she was feeling and she was sure it would drive them mad. To be honest, Tanya didn't even understand her own feelings. She was an angsty mess of sadness, anger jealousy... But she had no right to these emotions, did she? She should be happy that one of her oldest friends had found happiness and a family with such a nice person too. Tanya didn't deserve someone as selfless and caring as Edward, Bella did. They were perfect...and Tanya wondered why she couldn't have that. Sure, she had long ago accepted that he didn't want her. Maybe he was disgusted by her intermost thoughts that she had when around him. After all, she was never strictly pure in thought.
But Tanya's feelings for Edward never compleatly dissapeared. Every time he had visited the Denali's, a flare of hope would spring up in her mind only to be, every time, rejected. Edward must know how much she hurt when these moments occured. And when he came alone to Denali, without the others, she had hope... hope that he finally had come to return her feelings. Yet it was not to be so. Edward told her of his new infactuation for this strange human whom he could not hear the thoughts of...his la tua cantata.
Tanya had gone to their wedding, had supported his child at her tribunal and had put on a happy face. Bella truely was an astounding person and she gave him a family, something that Tanya could never have. Rosalie felt the same as Tanya did on the matter, however, Tanya's wish to mother children was no where near as profound as Rose's and Esme had made up for that by looking after her coven members like her children.
Tanya looked up at the Cullen house, biting her bottom lip. She didn't know why she had come. Maybe to find some comfort in Rosalie or Esme or even to talk to the man she considered an older brother of sorts, Carlisle. Even Emmett could cheer her up. She knocked on the door, praying it was any of them who would answer the door...
it wasn't.
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Post by bella on Aug 24, 2009 19:37:32 GMT -5
Bella was alone for the moment. Edward had taken Renesmee to Charlie's to spend some time with her grandfather. She heard that Sue and Jacob were there to spend some time with her as well. Jacob cared for Nessie it was obvious and he was nothing more than a friend. For now at least. Bella didn't allow her thoughts to get to side tracked about what else they would be. Carlisle was at the hospital as usual. The others had gone one a quick hunt. Bella wasn't thirsty and was thinking about going to Charlie's, but was put to a stop as she heard a knock on the door. The scent told her who she was Tanya.
Bella still wasn't completely comfortable around Tanya knowing she had tried to get Edward. She was beautiful. Even to vampire eyes she was. She couldn't blame her for finding interest in Edward who wouldn't? He was perfect in every way and even more so since she was changed. She could see how perfect he really was how blind she had been, but it was much more than his appearance. Everything about him was absolutely perfect. Bella smiled as she opened the door. "Tanya," Bella greeted she was happy to have her here. She had been grateful for what she and her family had done for them. Being witnesses, but also willing to fight if it came to that. "It's wonderful you came for a visit. Is the rest of your family here?" Bella didn't pick up the scent of anyone else, but they may be behind. She wonder if Tanya was looking for someone in particualr or here for a freindly visit. Bella moved from the doorway to allow her in.
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Post by kandrakar on Aug 25, 2009 19:26:32 GMT -5
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Tanya was all set to walk off again, to tell herself she was being stupid for no reason, when the door opened.
Seeing Bella there wasn't the ideal way that she planned her evening to go but seeing Bella there, with a smile on her face, Tanya fel a stab of emotions: guilt, spite and a rare glint of hope. How could this girl be so perfect to overook everything that Tanya was and smile at her? Or maybe Bella was just crazy... Edward knew perfectly that Tanya wouldn't hesitate at any chance to steal him off his family as did Bella. Tanya wasn't use to such kindness when she did not deserve it.
"Hiya Bella." She tried a smile but she knew it was a pathetic attempt. If only Bella was a horrible, horrible person then it would be s much easier to feel jealous. "Um..no." Tanya hung her head slightly and admitted. "I came alone, actually."
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