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Post by samuley on Aug 31, 2009 0:48:58 GMT -5
 It was hard to hear Emily like this, but he just could not react he could not say anything. He wanted to, oh god he wanted to just hug her forever, but he just could not move his limbs. When he was shaken his hands were removed from his face, and his empty lifeless eyes looked at Emily, for the first time in his state. He has never cried in front of anyone, he has never showed ANY type of weakness when anyone was within miles of him, but this was the first time he was broken down, and did not flip when someone came near. It made him feel ever so tinny bit better that she was there, staying. It was not her fault. If he never left Leah, he never would have hurt her, he never would have hurt Emily, he never would have gone back on EVERYTHING he has ever promised, he never would have turned a beautiful women into a women with a past, a large nasty scar.
Sam could NOT accept Emily taking this upon herself. "It's not your fault." He said, his voice weak, tired, sounded as if he has given up, just quiet, nothing emotionless. It was weird to hear himself talk like this, he never knew he had such a voice to him. He was always so strong, now he was so weak. It threw him for a loop, a spiral downwards towards the earth. But the hurt Emily had made him that much weaker, that much sadder, that much more depressed. "I wont leave you." He said in the same pathetic voice. He wanted to swear to her that he would always be there, wanted to promise her the world. But he could not bring himself to do it. He would not make anymore promises. For if he did not make any he could not break any. So he would do his best to stay away from the promises. If Emily made him promise, he was not sure he could do such a thing, it might just break him more if she asked. For he knew he could not promise her. He could promise nothing ever again. [/blockquote][/color] ((OOC::All credit goes to Aro from MP for making my posting layout, Signature, and Avatar!. What would I do with out him?!)) |
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Post by xoxoxo3232 on Aug 31, 2009 1:19:51 GMT -5
Emily had never felt so helpless in her entire life. It was the worst feeling in the world to be unable to help someone that very clearly needed help.
What could she say to make him feel better? He was so lifeless it scared her to the point of tears all over again. Her body began to shake with out her willing it to and she couldn't make it stop.
"I won't leave you either. I'm here and were alive. It's okay now Sam, it's okay." Emily didn't know if she was making him feel better or talking to herself. Probably a little of both.
She tried to pull him up from the ground, even using all her strength it was useless.
"Sam come on let's go inside." She urged
Staying in the broken shed wasn't exactly going to help anything.
"Come on, I've missed you. It's been hard to sleep with out you beside me." She wasn't trying to make him feel bad she was just trying to motivate him to get up.
"Come on, let's go sleep. Things will be better in the morning." She cooed
Running her hand down his cheek.
"I'm here now it's going to be alright." She said kissing him softly. Even after all the hideousness of the day, it still felt amazing to let her lips melt against his.
She loved him more than anything, her Sam.
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Post by samuley on Aug 31, 2009 15:39:08 GMT -5
"I'm sorry I left Em!" Sam said not really moving, even as Emily tried so very hard to get him to get up. "I'm sorry I hurt you, Im sorry I'm a bad person, I'm sorry I made you fall in love with me, I'm sorry you can't sleep with out me. I'm sorry im a wolf!" Sam apologized for everything little thing he has ever done in his life. He just went on and on, not letting Emily have a word in. Just saying sorry to everything. "I'm sorry I'm like my father." He finally ended after a minute or two of saying sorry. "I don't know if I can face them Em." Sam said sitting up now. "I don't know if I can show my face to them ever again..." He added looking down at himself. He was pathetic looking, he had cried, he was horrible looking. He just can't let Leah see him like this. He can't let Leah see him in such a state. He was never this weak, He can't be! "You really think so?" Sam asked, Emily. Would it really be better in the morning? He hoped it would be. Sleeping through this might be good. He has not slept in quite some time, so maybe a good nights sleep with Emily might do good. Sam stood up now brushing himself off, and looking his almost naked body over. His shorts were a little more ripped, but apart from that, he looked the same, just emotionless, and lost. He did not have his usual hard sharp edge to his face, he just... he just looked off. the redness in his eyes were gone by now, and the trails of tears were long gone. Maybe he could just walk in, tell them all to leave, then off they would go. He just did not think he wanted to face Jacob, Leah, Ray, Claire or even the half vampire. Then again he just can't stay here forever. He had to face them at some time, now was the best time. [/blockquote][/color] ((OOC::All credit goes to Aro from MP for making my posting layout, Signature, and Avatar!. What would I do with out him?!)) |
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Post by ♧Rachael Black♧ on Sept 2, 2009 13:00:48 GMT -5
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[/size][/color] Rachael sat there in shock, hugging Claire to her slightly to afraid to move. She watched as Sam had come in, and yelled, Emily sided with her guest. Rachael had been afraid of how that would hurt Sam for a moment before Leah turned the tables on them all. Rachael had also noticed how close Leah came to phasing. She had griped little Claire to her hoping Leah didn't do it.
Leah's words were just as bad however. Rachael felt tears in her eyes and wanted to hug Sam. Poor Sam. Rachael wished she had the courage to speak up. She wanted to, but was afraid of Leah, afraid of pushing her to far and things getting out of hand.
When Jake glanced her way she made a face that begged Jake to do something. Control Leah, or talk her down, or best yet, get her out of here before she hurt anyone else. [/blockquote] ((Icons not of my own making. Credit goes to 'Leah' of MP.)) |
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Post by xoxoxo3232 on Sept 3, 2009 0:11:16 GMT -5
Emily froze completely struck but all the I'm sorries she was hearing. She wrapped her arms around Sam but stayed far enough away so that she was looking him straight in the eyes.
"No. No I will not accept this. Sam You are not a bad person. Everyone makes mistakes. You have to think about the good you do as well as the bad. You've kept La Push save Sam! You've kept me safe. I am not nor will ever be sorry for falling in love with you. You are not like your father Sam. You are you. I love you." Emily's face was fierce, she was passionate about what she was saying and the look in her eyes wasn't one you could argue with.
"Sam your my wolf and I love you every day because your a wolf. I am so proud of you Sam. Do you know how much I admire you? You are leader of a pack of shape shifters. You are something rare and wonderful. A wonderful leader, an amazing wolf, a loving man." Emily begged for him to see it, to see how much he meant to the world, to her world.
Emily took of her light sweater and then her tank top underneath. Putting the sweater back on she used the tank top to wipe Sam's eyes.
"Don't worry about them Sam." Emily soothed, "They can take care of themselves. We'll go upstairs, leave them be."
She looked him over. His wounds were all healed and besides his lifeless face, he looked like himself. The Sam she loved more than anything.
"I think if you believe in something enough, you can make it happen." She whispered. When Emily was young her mother used to tell her that. It was something she'd held onto even though it had been difficult at times., "Things always work out." She added
When Sam stood, she smiled a very small smile. Even though things were pretty bad, she couldn't help being happy. She had her Sam back.
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Post by samuley on Sept 3, 2009 1:19:08 GMT -5
Yes, Sam LOVED Emily more then life itself, but he could not hear the words she spoke. It was as if her lip's moved, but no sound escaped them. He could see how she needed him to understand he was not that person, not the person Leah though he was. But Sam could not take it, could not read it, just did not care enough to think about it. His mind was so gone, he could care less what went on right now. In face he did not even care that Renesmee was chilling in his house right now. Whatever, he just did not care. Which might have been worse then pain. Even as Emily took off her shirt, Sam said nothing, he did not even watch, or look, he just did not care. Which was odd for him. Emily getting dressed or undressed for that matter was well, an event. Sam was usually all over her... well at least his eyes were, when he could sneak a peek he would. But now... no, nothing, no response. Just whatever. An act. "I hope your right Em." Sam said with a sigh as he took her hands in his. "This is why I love you.... you wont give up on me, even when I've given up on myself." He said in the same no emotion kind of tone, just Blah. He has given up on himself, but Emily would make him better, she always did, and always would. This is why Emily was the one he imprinted on, this is why he loved her, and not Leah who only hurt him, took away who he was. Emily made him a better person. Sam let out a long sigh, as he pulled her closer, wrapping her arms around him, he moved his hands around her as well, just taking a few moments with his one and only. He needed her, he needed this. He would go inside, and face Leah, he would, he just needed to build some kind of front, that's all. He needed to be able to control himself, and just walk away, not saying a word to her. [/blockquote][/color] ((OOC::All credit goes to Aro from MP for making my posting layout, Signature, and Avatar!. What would I do with out him?!)) |
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Post by Leah Clearwater on Sept 4, 2009 23:56:56 GMT -5
Leah shrugged Jacob off rather roughly. She didn't want his pity hug. Ness however she didn't dare push, not only because they didn't know how breakable (Or un breakable) she might be but also because THAT might piss Jacob and the leeches off. Leah picked up Ness and took a deep breath, that came out on a sight. "I ain't taking none of it back, and I sure as hell ain't saying sorry." Leah snapped at Jacob even thought he had not told her to do either, she just felt she needed to say SOMETHING. Then she looked down at Ness. "Don't say the word hell, it's a bad word and your Dad would be annoyed. . . ." Which might amuse Leah.
"Sorry if this ruined your day, Kid. Welcome to the werewolf life." Get used to heart break and live sucking, Leah left off, cause it's all you get in life. Then she spoke to Jacob. "Maybe I should leave?"
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Post by ◇Renesmee Cullen◇ on Sept 5, 2009 22:50:17 GMT -5
Renesmee squinted her little face up, obviously deep in though. She was trying to figure things out, trying to figure out Leah, and why she was so mean to Sam. Well she knew why, but now she was being mean to Jacob...! did she miss something? So she though back on what happened, but still she did not understand. "Mommy says I can say it!" Renesmee lied. Yeah she knew she could not say that word, but if Leah was aloud to be mean to Jacob and Sam, then she could say bad words. If Leah said she was sorry, to Jacob at least, then she would not say bad words.. simple as that. If Leah could bend the rules so could Renesmee.
((WOW! Sorry it's so short... just can't think today! haha lol.)) [/color] ((OOC::All credit goes to Leah+Rose from MP for making my posting layout. Icons taken from Google.)) |
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Post by jake on Sept 6, 2009 1:19:53 GMT -5
Jake didn't try to hold onto Leah when she pulled away. She seemed to be in control of herself...and back to her old nasty ways.
Jake held up both hands as if to say, hey back off. Why are you attacking me?
"Sure, sure cause thats exactly what I was going to make you do." Jake shrugged, "What you say to people who aren't a threat means little to me." He continued
Jake's face became a wicked grin as Leah scolded Nessie. it was hilarious to see Leah acting all mom like.
"Nah theres still food here." Jake commented indicating the barely eaten purple cake.
He wasn't going to say it to Leah but Jake was worried about Emily and even Sam. He wanted to stay to make sure they were okay.
Jake let out a disbelieving snort.
"Mommy says you can say it huh?" Jake asked Nessie fixing her with a skeptical look.
He had to fight not to break out laughing. Bella, said it was okay for her little Nessie to say hell? sure. That was believable.
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Post by clairebear3232 on Sept 6, 2009 1:29:02 GMT -5
❃![]() ![]() ]http://i199.photobucket.com/albums/aa251/RecklessinForks3232/IMG_0498-1.jpg [/IMG] Claire  Bear ❃[/color] Claire couldn't handle this. Her ways of the world consisted of Lily stole my red block! She had no idea what was going on. The tension in the room made Claire curl in on herself, shrinking in Rachael's arms.
When her aunt Emmy began to get upset, Claire's eyes got huge, her little hands formed into fists and she began to cry. It wasn't a loud shrieking noise, it was more like a weak wailing.
Tears poured down the little girls face, and her cheeks flamed a bright red color.
"Aunt Emmy!" She cried, as her aunt turned the corner and left her in Rachael's arms.
Her crying increased in volume the tiniest bit, broken only by little demands.
"Claire...want....aunt....Emmmmmmmy!" She'd sputter
Eventually she tired herself out, and with Rachael holding her so close she felt warm and secure. She curled into a ball and tried to stay awake. It was a losing battle and soon her breathing became shallow and slow. Claire was asleep.
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Post by ◇Renesmee Cullen◇ on Sept 6, 2009 1:34:18 GMT -5
((Awwww.... Claire cried herself to sleep... poor kid! ))
"No leaving!" Renesmee added hugging Leah's leg a little tighter, but again not to hurt her, Renesmee would never do that. Ever. And yes, she knew that she would get a nice stern talking to when it came to saying bad words and lying, but she wanted to be like Leah. And if LEAH could make people feel bad, and not be nice, and not follow the rules, then so could Renesmee! And that's just what she was going to do. When Jacob looked to the cake, so did Renesmee. "Can I have purple cake?!" She asked Jacob, still holding onto Leah. Who knew why, she just liked Leah right now... not that she did not like Jacob, she loved him, Leah just had the cool break rules kinda thing going, so she got major cool point according to Renesmee, so she would stick with Leah for now, though if Jacob left the room, Renesmee was sure to follow. "And Yes huh. She said so... mommy said. She did!" Renesmee added nodding her head up and down rather fast, trying to get Jacob to believe her, though that was unlikely. She just hoped her daddy did not read her mind... or she would be in BIG trouble. "She said! She SAID!" Renesmee added, a little more whine in her tone now. It seemed like she was slowly reverting back to the child within. Now that all the issues were gone, she could be a child again she did not have to be an adult right now. [/color] ((OOC::All credit goes to Leah+Rose from MP for making my posting layout. Icons taken from Google.)) |
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Post by xoxoxo3232 on Sept 6, 2009 1:55:02 GMT -5
It wasn't hard to see that Sam wasn't taking in anything she was saying. It hurt to have her words mean nothing. Leah had sincerely damaged her Sam and Emily, sweet little Emily was really freaking angry. She wanted to scream at her and cry and throw herself in Leah's arms at the same time. It was terrible, inside the two different sides threatened to tear Emily apart.
"I'm always right." she insincerely joked, trying to produce a fake laugh and failing.
No. Not now. She needed to focus on Sam, build him back up.
"I'd never give up on you Sam, I can't." She whispered hearing him say it out loud, that he'd given up on himself broke Emily's heart all over again.
"Sam, I'm here. I'm not going anywhere and we can do this." She felt like she might be convincing herself a little as well.
Emily the forever optimist wasn't feeling very secure in her ability to making Sam feel better. Truth be told she was scared to death of this Sam. She was strong because he was. She replied on him for so much, now that all that was gone Emily was having a difficult time threading the water.
"Sam use what you are to pull through. Wolves are strong, they fight until there very last breath. You can get through this." Emily said she fought against the urge to shake him to get him to wake up!
She waited for him to take the first step. It was something she was used to, letting him lead the way. Letting him be the protector, the person in control.
She didn't want to push him to leave. She'd wait with him for as long as it took. Sam just needed to take that first step, the first step back into his own skin.
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Post by Leah Clearwater on Sept 7, 2009 2:08:49 GMT -5
Leah knew she should tell Ness up fount that she was not born yesterday, and she knew better then to believe overly adultish Bella let her to young daughter say bad words. However, Leah was more about breaking rules then keeping them when she felt this bitter. She honestly didn't care if Ness cursed right now. "You want human cake? You do know it's not made of anything meaty, right Kid?" Leah told her watching her closely, "It's sugar and spice and everything nice, unless you like to catch you raw food." Which Leah didn't!
Jacob might like to hunt with Ness, but Leah hated it. She might have soften some with Jacob's help but she still rather unphase, and walk up to a fast food place and order rather then be 'more wolf then man'. "If you want some cake. . . ok." Leah then had a sudden moos swing (it happened), and walked over and used two fingers to scoop up some purple icing and wipe it on Ness' noise. While Leah still felt bitter and anger, sometimes, with Ness she was over to over power it. Enjoy the simple things again. "Ha!" Leah turned so Jacob could see Ness's iceing face.
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Post by ◇Renesmee Cullen◇ on Sept 7, 2009 2:17:42 GMT -5
Renesmee just nodded. She wanted to try it. It was purple, and that was her favorite color. She's never had purple cake and she figured it would taste amazing... then again most, okay all, human food is no good to her. But still she could try right?!?! Also it was once less piece that needed to be eaten. Renesmee just smiled. Though the smile was gone when the purple icing was found on the tip of her nose. "Hey!" Renesmee said, looking sorta angry, though she was cross eyed trying to see what she looked like. Her little face was all scrunched up a little confused. With her hand she whipped of the purple icing from her nose and licked it off her hand only to make a not so nice face. she held her hand out to Leah as if to say get it the heck of my hand. It was so not a good cake. (No offience to Emily) Renesmee just did not like human food. Though she could live off of human food, she just... did not like it. "No more." Renesmee said shaking her hand a little, hoping Leah got the picture and would whip it off. Looks like Renesmee does not like sweet things... then again she does like Jacob... So be it. [/color] ((OOC::All credit goes to Leah+Rose from MP for making my posting layout. Icons taken from Google.)) |
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Post by xoxoxo3232 on Sept 7, 2009 2:30:01 GMT -5
Emily smiled at Sam, then leaned forward and kissed him quickly.
"Let me go in first. you can have time to compose yourself." She suggested giving Sam one last quick look before she left the shed. She had a crazy second of panic where she thought he would just run off and leave her, but she talked herself out of it and moved toward the door.
She didn't mean to but the door slammed slipping from her hands.
She entered the room where everyone else was and half smiled at them.
"I'm so sorry. I know I'm being so very rude." She commented to her guests. She looked at Claire who looked like she had just woken up.
"Awww honey did I wake you up?" Emily cooed kissing her little niece on the head, "I'm sorry."
She smiled at Rach, trying to show her that things were okay, well at least bearable at the moment.
She looked at Ness next.
"You don't like the cake very much do you." She said giggling a little bit but trying to hide it by covering her mouth with one hand. Emily grabbed a napkin and whipped off the extra frosting.
"Thats okay I figured if you couldn't eat it I'd at least make it look pretty for you." She said, a bright smile covering her face.
She stepped back toward the door and turned to face them all.
"I'm sorry but I am literally dead on my feet." She explained a wary smile on her lips, "You are welcome to stay and eat, theres more food in the kitchen." She smiled one last time and then turned and entered her bed room, closing the door almost all the way.
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Post by samuley on Sept 7, 2009 2:42:44 GMT -5
Sam let out a long breath. "Alright." He added looking down to his feet for a second. Well... here it was. Time to be a man, suck it up, and move on with his life. The door was slammed shut, and Sam jumped slightly. He took a step towards the door, taking little steps. He had to do it. He HAD to face Leah! HE HAD TO!! He had to walk in there, and be the bigger person. He knew he could not hurt her with words, nothing he could say would hurt Leah. Leah was much to hard ass for that. He did not want to hurt Leah, but he wanted to get her back. Make her feel how he just felt. Then again, she had to live with a broken heart the rest of her life. At least he found love. At least he was happy. So after a moment or two, maybe even three minutes. Sam walked to the door. He pulled it open with a sigh, letting it close behind him. "Well." He just said, looking to each member in the room, besides Leah and Renesmee. "I'm going to take a nap." He said looking to Jacob.
"Wake me if you need me" He added before walking off. Normally he would have gone right to his study. His nap area. The place where he slept, like his room. But today... today he did not feel like sleeping alone, which was odd. Emily and Sam usually did not sleep together(especially when people were over. That was just RUDE! and they were not married) So they did not show off. They had their own rooms, which they usually slept in. Accept for cases like today. When one was not it's self. Sam ended up stopping a few doors short of his study. He turned and pushed open Emily's bedroom door, and walked right in, making sure to close the door all the way, he even locked it. Sam let out a sigh, as he ran his hands through his head, before he climbed into bed with Emily. Emily's bed was not quite long enough for Sam his feet hung off the bottom, but that was just fine with him. At least he was with Emily, that's all that mattered. (Let's put it this way... if anything were to happen between the two of them it happened in the back of the house. The furthest room from the main area, which was Sam's study. Then again no one knew that.) Shoot not many have seen Emily and Sam go into the Sam bedroom at the same time. [/blockquote][/color] ((OOC::All credit goes to Aro from MP for making my posting layout, Signature, and Avatar!. What would I do with out him?!)) |
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Post by clairebear3232 on Sept 7, 2009 2:55:13 GMT -5
❃![]() ![]() ]http://i199.photobucket.com/albums/aa251/RecklessinForks3232/IMG_0498-1.jpg [/IMG] Claire Bear ❃[/color] Claire jolted awake when the back door opened and she rubbed her eyes a little sleepily.
"Claire okay." She said as her aunt kissed her head.
She giggled a little. Claire loved her aunt Emmy and she hadn't had ANY time with her today.
Claire watched as her aunt talked to Nessie jealousy flaring up inside her. She had just woken up from crying herself to sleep and her aunt was paying attention to another little girl?
When Emily left the room, Claire reached out to her with her hands.
"Where aunt Emmy go?" She asked, but watched as her aunt when into her room for a nap.
The back door opened again and Sam walked in.
Claire still had mixed feelings about him, he didn't seem to like her much.
She watched as he headed toward his study, going to take a nap as well and was shocked when he turned around and entered Emily's room instead.
"Sam go in aunt Emmy's room." Claire said pointing with one little hand. She didn't understand why he did that. Wasn't he too old to be sleeping with someone else? Well Claire's parents slept together...poor little Claire was so confused.
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Post by jake on Sept 7, 2009 3:04:19 GMT -5
Jake laughed as Leah played with Nessie. Seeing her happy was su[prisingly something that made him happy too. They were truly friends as well as pack members.
"Purple is your color." Jake teased Nessie, a big smile on his face.
He watched as Emily entered the room she looked like Hell.
"no big deal Em, were good here." He commented indicating the purple cake on Nessie's nose.
When Em left Jake turned to play with Nessie again, and then Sam walked into the room.
He looked like the walking dead, a zombie.
He didn't even respond negatively to Ness or Leah. Besides avoiding eye contact with the two.
Jake growled low in his throat as Sam entered Emily's room. Did he seriously just do that? It was obvious why he had done it and Jake instantly felt angry for Leah.
He ignored Claire who he wished could have kept her mouth shut and called to Sam.
"Thats fine, just FINE. Were just going to hang out here and eat all your food." He shouted
He turned to face Leah. He tried to act as if nothing had happened.
"Ness doesn't like it but it looks pretty damn good. You want a piece of that cake?" He asked
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Post by Leah Clearwater on Sept 7, 2009 3:18:16 GMT -5
Leah reached over and picked up a towel and was whipping Ness' face and hand when Emily walked in. Leah completely ignored her. She didn't look up, didn't blink, didn't move. She just held Ness with one hand and cleaned her hand with the other. Leah didn't speak again until Emily had left the room and she only got her mouth opened and the first word out before she heard Sam coming and shut it. Sam walked in, and then walked into another room.
Leah froze. She didn't move aside from her hands, which started shaking. That in it's self was a danger, cause she held Ness in her arms. Leah was focusing very, VERY hard on not crushing Ness when she heard little Claire. They were sharing a room. Son of bitch, that bastard was going to go and sleep with Emily while she stood in the next room. Emily, we once best friend was just going to allow this. Hell, they could well have set it up out there. "Hey Claire." Leah said thought teeth that were clinched so tight, her words sounded strained. "Make sure to tell your mommy that." There, let a two year tattle tell on Emily. Maybe Claire's parents wouldn't let her come over again. Quil would freak, but she hoped he took it out on the freakin' couple in the bed room.
Leah then 'gave' Ness to Jake, but in her anger it came out more like Leah tossing Ness at Jake. Not in a way that would hurt her, but it was easy to see Leah was on the edge of control. She reached over and picked up the purple cake and smashed it against the wall, making sure to ruin the pretty wallpaper, and then Leah turned and walked out. When she got to the front door, she didn't bother with the handle, she pulled it hard, as it ripped from the frame, and then her final jerk pulled it from it's hinges, and she tossed it to the floor behind her.
Then she ran, she had to get away before the tears started, and she phased. Damn them both anyway.
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Post by xoxoxo3232 on Sept 7, 2009 3:35:39 GMT -5
When Sam entered her room, Emily turned to face him a little surprised. Then he turned and locked the door.
LOCKED THE DOOR!
LEAH WAS OUTSIDE, LEAH WAS OUT THERE! WHAT THE HELL LEAH WAS IN THE OTHER ROOM!
"LEAH, oh Sam Leah's out there. I can't do this to her!" She begged for him to understand as she got up and left the room.
She heard Leah say something but was too late to hear what it was.
She stood in the door way watching as Leah destroyed her house.
She clung to the door frame for support as her legs refused to hold her any longer.
She didn't care that every one still here saw her. She cried. She just burst into tears.
She covered her head with her hands and pulled her legs up to her chest.
Things with Leah had been getting better, yes today had been a set back but she didn't think it would go to this extent.
It was so frustrating! She couldn't do go after Leah. She'd tried that once already and Leah had refused to listen. Now it would just be too dangerous to follow her. Leah who she still loved so very much, was a wolf. Leah could easily kill Emily if she wanted to and the state she was in now was not one to test the theory out.
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Post by samuley on Sept 7, 2009 4:02:28 GMT -5
Bur Sam did not get it, he did not understand. What? What was wrong? He did not even really think about this. Emily was going to be his wife soon. And a man cannot take a nap with his wife?! This was normal for them....just when people were over, Sam was kinda enough to sleep in his own bed. But today... he was not sure he could sleep... sleep alone that is. He needed Emily now more then ever, and he just.. missed her. He has not touched his -almost- wife in such a long time, a week, and now she flips out because he wants to nap with her. He did not originally plain this as a attack on Leah, but it ended up that way. But things started to happen outside the room, and Sam knew just what he had done. Emily had pulled open the door, and almost walked out, only she fell to the ground in tears. Sam rushed over to her, his arms around her, kissing her lightly as he watched what Leah did. Totally killed his house. Which was more then fine with him. He did not care. He could rebuild easy. But she did not have to hurt Emily so. "Emily did NOTHING LEAH! IT'S ME YOU HATE! NOT EMILY!" He screamed out after her. Sam stood up, Emily in his arms, he turned and placed her lightly on her bed. "Things will get better. Stay here." He said softly to her, before giving her a small swift kiss. He would go after Leah. He had to. It was one thing to ruin his house, it was one think to hurt his feelings it was one think to hate him, it was a whole other thing to hurt Emily. He could not just let it go. He could not just walk away. That was just far enough. "This is MY fight!" He yelled after to Jacob as he ran after Leah, phasing within seconds. Off to the forest he went.
He met Leah there and they just dukes it out. It was quiet a sight to see.. Both would end up hurt, and hurt bad, but it was worth it. It would make it better, it had to. Sam and Leah were still in the forest making all kinds of sounds, as they fraught, just tried to kill each other. Leah had the speed but Sam had the skill. The fight went on for what seemed liked hours on end, but it reality it was over with in minutes. Both too tired to go on, both giving up, both just done with each other. Both ready for a nap. Both done. The fight had done it's job. The fight had helped the two ex-lovers. Both were hurt, both would heal.
Sam still in wolf form, to tired to phase back at the moment, started his bloody limp back to his small cottage. He was hurt, and if the trial of blood did not give it away, the limp would have. His arm was broken in many place, and maybe cuts from where Leah's teeth and claws dug into his skin. Once Sam got to the edge of the forest, he was just strong enough to phase back. Only looking that much worse in human form. It was like he was a large pile of blood, He walked, with a limb still, his leg must have been broken too. Though you could not tell. His arm was broken so bad you could physically see it. Sam limped back, not going to give up. "Jacob. Leah's hurt, bad." Sam called over to Jacob hoping Jacob could go tend to Leah. It would be better now. As much as he hated to go back into his home, bloody and naked, it was his home. Yes there were too small children(if you could call Renesmee a child) in his home, but where could he go? If not his home.. then where? He knew he was naked, he knew, and he did not care. He was in too much pain to care. He was hurting too much to care, he was too tired and well it was one hell of a fight. The worst fight he has ever gotten into, but it was already better. Sam only just reached his home, a few feet away when he fell to his knee's not able to walk anymore. His leg was surly broken, and by walking upon it, it only made the break all the worse. So he sat there, bloody and broken, worrying more about Leah then himself. He knew he should have gone easy on her, she was a girl. He should have held back, but Leah would have killed him if he did not fight back the way he did.
"She'll need some thing to wear. Jake, grab something of Emily's. And a bunch of towel's. I did not get a good look at her, but she's hurt...Maybe worse then me, I can't be sure." Sam said not looking up from his shattered arm. He did not even want to know what the rest of his body looked like. A trail of blood, he was just about sitting in a pool of it himself. But that did not matter much. "There's a first aid kit under the counter take it to Leah. Leave Renesmee here. She should not see this." Sam said still looking at his lifeless arm. He even called Renesmee by her name. Wow... what had gotten into him? He was just worried he killed Leah, though he knew better then that. He did not kill her, he just felt bad for hurting her so bad. Though he too was hurt. But they were wolves that's what they did. there was not winner of this fight. It was a tie, they both were hurt just as bad as the other. Only Sam was not aware of this fact. The least he would do was offer his home to Leah so she could recover. Even know Leah had just ruined his door and kitchen, he still could not help but feel responsible for Leah's injuries, and well it was his fault.
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Post by jake on Sept 7, 2009 4:34:47 GMT -5
Jake felt like a dumb ass. Of course this would hurt leah far more than even he could understand. His little attempt at making her feel better seemed like a horribly sad one now. Jake took Nessie as Leah practically threw her into his arms and tried to sooth her as things took a turn for the worst.
Leah was destroying the house, Emily was could barely stand and was crying and Sam...Sam was going to fight it out with Leah after helping Emily.
Jake didn't protest the fact that this was there fight. Leah would just be offened if he tried to help her now. When Sam returned Jake was quick to act. Hugging Ness, he then set her down next to Rach and Claire and grabbed the supplies he needed. One of Emily's dresses, the first aid kit, a bottled water.
He didn't wait to make sure Ness was okay. Rach was there and he knew his siter would take good care of her.
He flew out the door phasing after tying the first aid kit, Emily's dress and his jeans to his leg.
Her scent was strong, made thick by her blood in the air.
Jake followed her scent until he found her.
She was still alive, thank God. Jake could hear her heart beating from where he stood. He phased back into human form pulling on his jeans as he half tripped over to Leah.
(( I'm not going any farther cause i don't know what form your in Leah and how badly your injuried))
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Post by xoxoxo3232 on Sept 7, 2009 4:59:25 GMT -5
Emily let Sam hold and kiss her. She had missed him and longed for his touch but she couldn't do it now, not with Leah literally hating her for it. Sam yelled at Leah, told her it wasn't Emily's fault. She clung to him crying all the more because he knew, he knew exactly how she was feeling at that moment and he was defending her. When he picked her up and placed her on the bed, kissing her again and telling her things would get better, she couldn't help but feel relief.
Her Sam was back. The Sam that took control and loved her so completely. She didn't think she'd ever be able to get upset with him again for being controlling. She'd allow it because she'd seen the alternative side of Sam and that side had scared her.
Emily was okay with how things were going- until Sam shouted to Jake that this was his fight.
"Fight?" Emily asked her voice a little rough after all the tears.
She stood up and ran to the door, but Sam was already gone.
Fight! Sam and Leah were going to fight? Emily couldn't breath. She loved them both, she couldn't deal with this.
After a moment she moved back away from the broken door and pressed herself against the wall. Waiting for Sam to come back and say everything was alright, like he had said it would be.
She was hysterical saying all the random prayers she knew and never opening her eyes for a second.
Finally after what felt like a lifetime to Emily, Sam came back, he was outside, calling to Jake.
Emily was so shaken it took her a moment to respond to his voice. He was talking to Jake saying something about Leah being hurt. She let out a short whimper and then got up, she went to the door and looked out. There he was talking to Jake hurt and broken, Emily grabbed up some bandages, a couple bottles of water and some of Sam's clothing then went out to fuss over him.
His arm looked pretty bad at the moment and Emily was afraid to touch him in fear of injuring him further.
After Jake had left Emily went to Sam helping him to sit.
"Here let me help." She soothed pooring water onto a cloth and begining to clean his wounds. She took a bandage and made a makeshift sling, helping Sam to put his arm inside until it healed. She winced a little in symathy Sam was pretty badly hurt and she had never been more thankful that he was a shape shifter and therfore healed faster than a human would. She opened another bottle of water and placed it in his good hand.
"Drink some it will help." She commented
As she helped to make him more comfortable as he healed she thought about all that had gone on.
She looked at his face, silent tears falling down her own cheeks.
She looked him straight in the eyes and then leaned forward and kissed him.
"You know I missed you Sam. You know that any other time I would have jumped at the chance...I love you. I love you forever and always Sam. I will always want you. I will always want you to touch me." She commented, shaking her head slightly.
She didn't know how to reassure him that she loved and wanted him in words so she kissed him again.
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Post by samuley on Sept 7, 2009 5:29:55 GMT -5
As soon as Jacob left, Out came Emily, just in time. He smiled at her. "I'm alright baby." Emily said though he looked anything but okay. As Emily putting his arm in the sling, he winched and whimpered slightly as she did so. But it would do for now. It had to. He would figure out what do to later, right now he had to clean up and get some clothing on. Sam attempted to stand up, but it was quiet unsuccessful at his point. His leg still hurt, and not able to support his weight. "I know... I know baby!" Sam said shifting slightly, wincing as he did so. He just tried to get some of his cut off shorts on, and with Emily's help the shorts sent on rather well. "I love you to..." Sam said with a small sigh. "Now I need you to go inside and set something up for Leah. Jacob will bring her here, I am sure. She needs a place to go. Make sure the guest room it okay for her to go to." Sam said once again worrying more from Leah then himself. He would continue to worry until he saw her. Once he saw Leah, he would feel better, but for all he knows Leah is dead. Though unlikely. he really was unsure. "Make sure there is plenty of water for her and towels for the blood." Sam added, trying to think what she would need. Though his outside wounds were healing and the blood had stopped seeping from his skin. His internal injury were still bleeding. He was worse off then he looked. He needed some kind of doctor, a wolf doctor. Someone who knew how fast he healed and could help make sure his arm set correctly. "Now help me into the house." He commented holding out his good hand for her to take, again hopefully with Emily helping he could at least get up and limp, or something. At least he had shorts on. And his arm in a sorta sling. Though he was still drenched in not only his blood, but Leah's as well. He did not care for the carpets he just wanted to get to his bed, and soon. "Cover the little one's eyes Ray." Sam called in as he stood, though he was really unsteady, at least he was standing. That was better then nothing, hopping would be the next thing he would attempt. He would see how that went. He just needed Emily to help him to his room, then and only then could he relax a little. At least the guest room was close to his room, he could watch Leah come down the hall. That would be cool. At least he could see some of the damage. You know, he was in so much pain, it sorta reminded him of the first time he phased.
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Post by ♧Rachael Black♧ on Sept 12, 2009 17:27:19 GMT -5
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[/size][/color] Clutching the two little ones to her as best as she could around her belly, Rachael pulled out her cell phone and dialed a number she had never called but had in her phone from the one of her rare visits with Jacob to the Cullens. When she heard the voice answer on the other side of the line she spoke quickly, hoping he would be able to follow her. "Dr. Cullen? This is Rachael Black, Jacob's sister. I am Emily's house in La Push, there has been a--ummm. Well a fight and some one has been hurt." She paused for a moment before speaking slower, "Two someones actually, Sam and Leah are hurt." She left out the fact they had been fighting each other, but Dr. Cullen seemed like a very smart man. Surely he would pick up on it.
"Sam is back at the house, but Jacob went to find Leah, he said she was hurt bad. There is allot of blood all over Sam." Rachael was still mostly new to the supernatural world, Paul tried his hardest to protect her from it. "Can you come and help them?" She hoped no one killed her for calling the good Doctor, but Jacob had told her how Dr. Cullen had helped him when he was hurt, and Rachael was frighted, for her self and the two children she was trying to hide this from. [/blockquote] ((Icons not of my own making. Credit goes to 'Leah' of MP.)) |
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Post by Leah Clearwater on Sept 14, 2009 15:09:09 GMT -5
Leah was hurt. Hurt in a way she couldn't explain, the pain wasn't just from the fight, but before it. Sam could not have heard her thoughts while they fought but she had been crying in her head, fighting only because it was her only choice. It had been fight, or show him how weak she was by rolling over and crying for everything she had lost. When her heard Jacob in her head, she forced her self human, not wanting anyone to hear . . .
"AAAHHHH!" She gasped in a slight yell from the pain. Sam had been stronger, but she had speed and rage. Leah's arm was split open, and she couldn't move her legs. She could feel them however, and sharp, knife like pains all around them. The bite on her upper hip and lower belly however was bleeding allot, Good, she almost hoped she died and everyone hated Sam for it.
Naked, Leah curled on the ground as she heard Jake come closer, pride was all she had right now, and him seeing her naked was taking event hat from her. Leah didn't even seem to see she was crying, the sobs shaking her body only causing more pain to surge though her body.
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Post by jake on Sept 14, 2009 19:47:21 GMT -5
Jake could hear Leah crying out in pain and he moved quicker, his legs not pushing him fast enough.
He found Leah in hideous conditions. She was bleeding from multiple welts all over her body and she was crying.
Jake stepped toward her the first aid kit, clothing and water bottles trust to the side.
"Leah I'm going to help you okay?"He asked but didn't wait for a response.
He opened the first aid kit and began to pile wrappings onto her many open wounds. He concentrated mostly on the one bite mark that seemed to tear open a large chunk of her lower stomach.
Once she was all wrapped up Jake pushed her hair out of her eyes and looked at her.
"I'm going to have to lift you up, we need to get you to Emily's Leah." He gently helped Leah into Emily's dress letting out a low curse as he saw she was already bleeding through some of the bandages.
Jake gritted his teeth and very, very slowly lifted Leah into his arms. He couldn't move very quickly because doing so would hurt her even more.
"Listen Leah I know the last place you want to be right now is back at Em's but we have no choice, a doctor's coming there, and we need the help." He said as he speed walked dodging plants as he went along.
"You have to stay at Emily's until the doctor says your healed enough to leave, got it." Jake had used his Alpha voice, literally commanding Leah to stay in the house of the person who had done this to her.
If he hadn't she would have put up as much of a fight as she possibly could and might have even injured herself further in the process.
It was Emily's house or death the way Jake looked at it and even if Leah might have chosen death at the moment, Jake refused to allow that to happen.
Jake finally reached the house.
"Rach don't let the kids see." Jake advised before starting down the hall way, keeping Leah so she faced away from where Sam was and then opening the door to the guest room with his foot he placed Leah down on the bed, not caring about the blankets underneath that might get covered in blood.
He put his hand on her head and looked her in the eye.
"Come on Leah you can pull through this." He said
((Alright Leah I hope this is what you meant when you wanted Jake to freaking get you there lol. if not I will be happy to modify))
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Post by ◇Renesmee Cullen◇ on Sept 15, 2009 1:10:45 GMT -5
Renesmee was lost. She stood there in the middle of the floor, just watching as first Leah ran out the door, Sam next, Jacob Emily, they all just ran outside, and she wanted to go too, only she knew she would be pushed back inside. She half wanted to cry, feeling bad for everyone, her heart ached for Leah. Though her eyes and ears were fixed to the open outside door, Renesmee still herd Rachael call her grandfather. As soon as she herd her grandfathers voice on the other end of the phone, she ran over to Rachael. "Grand daddy!" She cried from the ground under Rachael's stomach. The tears running from her face, Emily was somehow able to get Sam up and into his room, Renesmee only cried more when she saw the blood and just how bad Sam was. Well, if that's what Sam looked like, he hated to see Leah. Though she had to look, and there ran Jacob Leah in arm taking her to another room. Renesmee cried and ran to the, running into the room with Leah and Jacob, the tears falling, and falling hard on the floor. Leah and Sam left a trail of blood, where as Renesmee left a trail of tears. "Llllleeeeaaahhh!" She cried, jumping on the bed next to Leah, and planting herself as close to Leah as she could get(with out touching her) Renesmee did not want to hurt anyone. Renesmee was going to stay put. she would not move, not even Jacob or her parents would be able to move her. No, only Leah could do that. Renesmee could hardly see as the tears fell, everything was so clouded, Renesmee just cried, shifting herself so she was lying on her side her face on the pillow next to Leah's head. Renesmee almost hated Sam right now. almost wanted to kill him, but then again, she could not blame it all on him, it was the wolf in him that made him do it. Just like the vampire in her wanted nothing but blood. It was not her killing the poor animal's sure used to stay alive but her vampire self. Renesmee reached out her hand wanting to wipe the tears that fell from Leah's eye's but Leah was just covered in blood, and she did not want to hurt her. "Leeeeeeaahhh!" Renesmee cried again, the tears falling in a stream now, you could barley see the individual tears now. Her face was bright red, and her eyes wide with fear. Renesmee was not moving. she was stuck here until someone -much stronger then her- carried her butt out of the room, kicking and screaming. [/color] ((OOC::All credit goes to Leah+Rose from MP for making my posting layout. Icons taken from Google.)) |
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