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Post by clairebear3232 on Aug 6, 2009 2:09:13 GMT -5
❃![]() ![]() ]http://i199.photobucket.com/albums/aa251/RecklessinForks3232/IMG_0498-1.jpg [/IMG] Claire  Bear ❃[/color] Claire loved being tickled, quite unlike her twin sister who would shout "throw up" as an attempt to make the person tickling her to stop. it always worked too.
She was in between shrieking with glee and loud giggling. Claire tried to squirm away from Leah but it was difficult and she wasn't having any luck.
She was very much into enjoying Leah's game when she became distracted.
Jake was putting Nessie's hand on Leah's cheek. He wanted her to explain what was going on, so why did she need to touch Leah to do that. Leah was supposed to be playing with her.
She waited though, having a twin meant sharing attention and she was used to it.
She watched the two of them very closely knowing there must be something she was missing. What was going on and was Claire the only one who didn't know? it was frustrating to say the least.
Claire wanted to speak up and ask what was happening, but she was becoming a little shy. She wasn't sure if she was supposed to see what was going on, let alone actually know what was happening.
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Post by ♧Rachael Black♧ on Aug 6, 2009 2:27:41 GMT -5
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[/size][/color] A very fat, but happy (and VERY pregnant) Rachael was watching the action more then joining it. When Leah snapped at Emily, Rachael wanted to speak up but even when they all had been human, Rachael had been afraid of her. With Leah a wolf now, and with their tempers. . . . she reminded silent but felt guilty for not speaking up for Emily. She sat there rubbing her belly. Rachael could tell baby nessie all about jealous feeling. Paul had went to the prom with Rebecca, Rachael's twin sister. That had been Rachael's wake up call, and she had left La Push shortly after.
When Jacob came in and took Nessie from Emily, Rachael reached up and took Emily's hand, giving her silent support. She knew this was hard on Emily. Having Leah so close. Emily felt guilty, but Rachael was a firm believer in how things worked out. Fate. [/blockquote] ((Icons not of my own making. Credit goes to 'Leah' of MP.)) |
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Post by xoxoxo3232 on Aug 6, 2009 3:00:04 GMT -5
Emily watched Claire laughing and she felt a smile on her face. If only it were so easy, to just have no cares in the world besides who was going to play with you and keep you happy. she also knew that she would have to be completely ignorant and innocent to the world and she didn't want that. That would make for a boring, useless life. Emily hated being useless. One of the hardest things she'd ever had to deal with was not being able to help someone, who needed help.
Emily was a little worried when Jake put Nessie's hand on Leah's cheek. Ness was upset with Leah and Emily wondered if it was a good idea to do what he'd just done, worried it might make Nessie even more upset. Jake must know what he was doing though, he was one of the people who knew Nessie best, after all. Emily looked at her little niece Claire. Her face showed her confusion, she had no idea what was going on. Emily instantly felt guilty. When she had been holding Ness, she had been deliberately ignoring Claire so as not to make Nessie more upset. She hadn't even given her a hug, something she always did when Claire arrived.
Emily smiled at Rachael, and wondered what she was thinking about. She hoped that Rachael wasn't judging Leah on what she said to her. Leah was a wonderful person, and Emily was the one who crushed her spirit.
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Post by ♧Rachael Black♧ on Aug 6, 2009 3:19:36 GMT -5
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[/size][/color] As things were starting to calm down slightly, Rachael put one hand on her belly and held Emily's with her other. "The house here is always so busy and full of people, I don't know who you do it Emily. You must thrive on busy and happy-" When Rachael said the words and happy, she short a quick look over at Jacob and mainly Leah, meant to be bold and warning but came out shy and motherly, then back to Emily and she keep speaking "-environment. I really love coming here." [/blockquote] ((Icons not of my own making. Credit goes to 'Leah' of MP.)) |
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Post by ◇Renesmee Cullen◇ on Aug 7, 2009 0:38:17 GMT -5
Bad move Jacob! As soon as Renesmee's little fingers touched Leah's face, she let out a horrible screech, very loud and very high pitched. Renesmee attempted to pull away, but Jacob was too strong, and she knew she had to talk to Leah at some point, and with out really meaning to, Renesmee pushed her felling of jealousy into Leah's mind, with a scream and not very nice feelings towards the little girl who was taking her Leah away from her. and again another scream, to make sure Leah knew she was mad at her, for leaving her. Made at Leah for loving this child more then she loved Renesmee. Just upset, and frighten that Leah would never love her the same again. Nessie never knew she had to share people. Well accept when they were mate's that she understood. Though Leah and this girl were not mates, so she did not get it. Finally Renesmee was able to pull her hand away from Leah, and screamed again, trying to get down, so she could run. run away, run home and hide! Well she just hoped she could make it, Leah was much faster then she was... and well she was sure Jacob could catch her too... no matter how fast she ran. [/color] ((OOC::All credit goes to Leah+Rose from MP for making my posting layout. Icons taken from Google.)) |
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Post by jake on Aug 7, 2009 19:20:02 GMT -5
☾ Jacob Black ☽
"Hey now Ness. Calm Down!" Jake told her, trying to be heard over her shrieking.
"She gets it okay." He added
Now Ness was angry at him, he didn't like seeing her upset but every one made mistakes. He thought that if everything was just laid out on the table, things would be easier but apparently Ness thought differently.
He knew this was difficult for her, she probably was having trouble controlling herself. Jake didn't know what to do.
Now Leah knew what Nessie's problem was, she might be the only one who could fix this situation.
He would wait to see what Leah did.
One thing he knew, he wasn't going to let Nessie run away.
"Listen Ness, you can't run away from problems, they have a tendency of catching up to you." His words had duel meaning. If she did run, they would catch her so why even try?
He didn't try to hug her, or anything like that. Those kinds of things would probably just make her more mad.
"Leah listened to you, why don't you give her a chance to explain." Jake said
He hated using the fact that he was stronger to hold Nessie but she wasn't exactly giving him a choice in the matter.
"Please." He whispered to her, for her ears only.
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Post by xoxoxo3232 on Aug 9, 2009 18:31:11 GMT -5
As Rach held her hand and spoke to her she smiled.
"I do, I live for this," Emily said indicating the people around her, "I'm glad you love it, when I know your having a good time, it makes me happy." Emily almost laughed, it was the truth of course but it wasn't exactly like anyone was having a good time right now.
Nessie was upset, and her shrieking was heart breaking to hear. Emily wondered if she should take Claire for Leah, maybe then they could talk and work things out, except there was no way she was stepping in on things right now. Jake was trying so hard to get Ness to feel better and she wasn't going to mess with that.
She turned to Rachael,
"Your welcome here whenever you want." She insisted, her house was like a revolving door most days, head quarters to the pack. Now there were two, Sam was almost always gone and now the little cottage was quite and lonely most days. She hated it.
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Post by Leah Clearwater on Aug 10, 2009 0:04:23 GMT -5
If looks could kill . . . well, everyone in the room better be glad they couldn't. Leah had a mean glare and right now it was aimed at Ness. Leah had opened her mouth to speak but Jake beat her to it. Which was good, as her first words would have been something about look here you spoil brat, but they never made it out.
When Jake said something about letting Leah explain, Leah's glare turned into a sly smile. Poor spoiled little rich girl, and if Leah didn't love her so damn much, she would have taught her a lesson is manners. (That and Jake would KILL her). "This is Claire." Leah said as if no one knew her. "Is is a normal, human kid. This is how normal human kids act." Leah pointed out and then handed Claire the preggo Rachael, then walked back to Ness pulling her from Jake's arms, and whispering so not to hurt Claire's feelings. "I'm not really a fan of human, Your my girl, K? But mind your manners, kid, before the wolves hear screams and come running in for kill." Leah doubted they would but maybe the thought would keep Ness behaving.
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Post by ◇Renesmee Cullen◇ on Aug 10, 2009 14:24:04 GMT -5
"No! No!" Nessie screamed as Leah gave her a rather, not very nice look, Truth was Nessie was frighten, and rather then trying to get away, she clung to Jacob now, holding him tighter then ever. It was if she did a 180, and all because of the look Leah gave her. It was not one she was expecting or wanting for that matter. Nope not happy at all, Renesmee was almost clawing at Jacob, trying to keep herself where she was. She did not want to go to Leah, though apparently Leah had other plains and off she was taken from Jacob. Renesmee looked at Jacob as if she would never see him again, like some stranger coming and taking her from her family. No good. Renesmee wanted to cry out but before she could Leah spoke to her. Nessie understood that much. Okay, so this was very true, the kid was just a kid, and Leah was just being nice.... It was still not all that fair, but whatever, Renesmee would just have to deal. Renesmee let out a long sigh, resting her head on Leah's shoulder, her arms stretched out hugging Leah, though her arms could not quite reach around Leah. "No wolves!" Renesmee said in a little whisper, and another sigh. Just happy Leah still loved her. She was worried at first, but that worry was out the window. "I'll be a good girl and play nice." (Just like her mommy had always said. 'Renesmee you better be a good girl and play nice! or...." Oh yes, Renesmee knew that saying well.) Renesmee added her voice all high and sing song like, then again, she was part vampire. Though she sounded like a small child, she still had a confident almost adult like voice. It was just amazing how Renesmee was so child like, yet adult all at the same time. [/color] ((OOC::All credit goes to Leah+Rose from MP for making my posting layout. Icons taken from Google.)) |
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Post by ♧Rachael Black♧ on Aug 10, 2009 22:27:18 GMT -5
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[/size][/color] "Thank you Emily, that means the world to meeeee-" Rachael cut off as the scary Leah handed her baby Claire. "Hello Claire." Rachael said and gave the girl a comforting smile. "My, my don't you look like a princess today. Were is your Quil?" Rachael asked as she looked up at Emily and gave a reassuring smile. It did not escape Rachael's notice that Leah rarely spoke to Emily directly. She wished (For Emily's sake) that things would either get better, or Leah would just stop coming around. It was hurting Emily, and Rachael loved her best friend, every much. [/blockquote] ((Icons not of my own making. Credit goes to 'Leah' of MP.)) |
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Post by clairebear3232 on Aug 11, 2009 20:02:04 GMT -5
❃![]() ![]() ]http://i199.photobucket.com/albums/aa251/RecklessinForks3232/IMG_0498-1.jpg [/IMG] Claire Bear ❃[/color] Claire listened to Leah, did she just say that Claire was a normal human? As opposed to what? A wolf like Quil, or a princess like Nessie?
She giggled when Leah passed her over to Rachael, she was around a lot when Claire visited her aunt Emmy and Claire really liked her.
When Rachael talked about Quil, her bottom lip pushed out a little and her eyes got a little widder.
"Quil run." Claire explained, pouting a little, she didn't like being away from him but he was busy.
Her mood vanished when she looked at Rachael's pregnant belly.
She pointed at her stomach.
"Baby in there." She said with a happy giggle
"Two baby, twin like Claire and Lily." She pressed both of her hands palm down on Rachael's stomach, then pressed her ear in between her two hands.
"Claire hear baby." She giggled, "baby say he love you." Claire told Rachael
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Post by ♧Rachael Black♧ on Aug 19, 2009 11:47:15 GMT -5
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[/size][/color] Rachael laughed softly, Claire was just to cute right now. "There are two babies. One a boy and one a girl. What dose the girl say?" Rachael teased Claire, playing along with Claire's make believe at hearing the babies. Rachael hadn't seen any photos of Paul as a baby, but she could image how dashing he would have been even then. She hoped that her babies look more like Paul, and but were smart like her. She loved her Paul more then then air she breathed but Paul could be single minded. He also had his moments, when he seemed very much the oposit of that. No one would believe her but Paul was smarter then everyone thought. [/blockquote] ((Icons not of my own making. Credit goes to 'Leah' of MP.)) |
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Post by clairebear3232 on Aug 22, 2009 20:43:35 GMT -5
❃![]() ![]() ]http://i199.photobucket.com/albums/aa251/RecklessinForks3232/IMG_0498-1.jpg [/IMG] Claire Bear ❃[/color] Claire smiled at Rachael she actually believed her! Finally someone decided they would trust her!
"Girl baby sleeping." Claire said with a small giggle, "She snore really loud!" She added with a loud little laugh.
She couldn't really hear the babies but she thought thats what the boy would say if he could speak, who wouldn't say they loved their mommy? Plus Claire had a good time making up stories that made people happy. She was like her aunt in the fact that when other people were happy, she was happy too.
Claire was shocked when Nessie said "No wolves." Was she crazy? Wolves were the best! They gave the most wonderful hugs and her own friend Jake was a wolf! She was having a difficult time understanding that when Nessie said she'd "play nice" Did that mean she wanted to play with Claire? Claire wasn't so sure about that. She might have calmed down but Claire hadn't forgotten the screaming she'd cowered from a few minutes back. She wasn't afraid of the little princess but she was afraid of what happened when she got upset.
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Post by Leah Clearwater on Aug 23, 2009 22:26:00 GMT -5
"Yeah." Was all Leah said in comment to Ness. She looked at Jake with a confidant smirk like 'see, I controlled my temper' and then winked before turning so she was again standing on Jake's right side (her normal spot these days as she was not his 2nd on command) and looked at the women on the other side of the room. Emily, Rachael and Claire. It was sort of funny how they were all sided up in the room. The humans on one side, the not-so-human on the other. It was almost ironic and funny how they were on the other sides of the room. Almost like they couldn't mix in the middle.
Leah reminded silent while standing beside Jacob. She could open her mouth and be annoying but she decided it might be best to shut up. No need to to piss Jake because she couldn't (or wouldn't) put her feelings behind her.
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Post by samuley on Aug 24, 2009 2:11:38 GMT -5
 A week. One full week as passed since Sam has been anywhere close to Forks. The stress, of two packs, the stress of being a leader, just the stress in general of being a wolf, has finial caught up with Sam, and like Jacob once did he ran away. He ran, living as a wolf for most of the time, just connect with his roots. The stress as a wolf was easier to manage. Being a human, it just got to him. Though he just had to come home. A week away from Emily, was just killing him. He could not longer take it, being so far away from her. He needed her! And he had to go back. The longest time he has ever left Emily has been a day, maybe two.... though a week with out so much as a call or anything, well he knew he was in some trouble. Though when the wolves in his pack transform, he has told them to pass things along to Emily. Soo she was not 100% cut off. just mostly. So Sam, still as a large pitch black wolf made his way back to La Push his head hung low, sniffing the ground. His steps quiet as a shadow, no one would know he was here, not even a vampire. His steps were so light, it was as if he flew. Though he is as tall as a horse (but more muscular), he was still able to blend into the dark forest around him. The scent was bitter sweet, like a vampire, yet human as well. it was still new, maybe a few hours old if that. Jacob, Leah, and a few others had been to his Emily's house, within the last few hours. And he guessed they were still there, for he did not smell any tracks leaving her home. He just walked about the house for a few minute's. Just listing to what was going on inside. He did not like what he herd(Or smelt). His dagger-like incisors started to show, and Sam pulled back his lips. Anger getting the best of him. His Emily was sitting inside their home right now, with a half vampire monster, two humans JACOB AND LEAH! Ouch! low blow. Sam picked up his pace as he let out a grisly snarl running very swiftly through the forest till he reached its edge. Where he quickly phased.
Where their once was a massive black wolf now stood a naked man. Sam looked down at his long, rounded muscles, It was weird to see himself as a man once again. He slipped on his ripped blue jeans, that reached just below his knee as he walked. His older face looked worried and betrayed. He has only been gone a week, and already Emily was buddy buddy with Jacob. His dark copper skin, almost glowed in the sun light. His black hair cut short though now was a little longer and shaggy almost(it was time for a haircut). His brown eyes focused right on Emily's back door. It was now or never. His arms were shaking slightly from his anger, and betrayal. But he was under control, for the most part. He knew he had to watch his words, for their were some human's here. One of which was just a small child. He did not want to frighten her, and well if he did Quill would NEVER forgive him. So he had to watch it. Sam finally pushed open the door, and took a step inside the house he loved and missed so much. Just being here calmed him slightly. He could never lose control in this house again. He has already once hurt Emily, never again could he let this happen.
Sam looked quite unhappy as he walked towards the group. Still silent as ever. No one would have known he was here, besides maybe the wolves and well the half thing, Jacob was holding. God how he hated that thing. Though she was cute, he would always hate her, he could not help that. She was why another human was changed into a blood sucker. He could smell the cullen's all over the girl and Leah, Jacob too. Betrayed once more. Jacob choice the Cullen's, Bella included over him. It still hurt to think of this, Leah too. Though she hated the Vampire's (He would know, he saw inside her head at one point) She still choice them over him (As did her brother). But ouch! His life, his pact was falling apart. He just had a hard time keeping things together. He was watching his world fall apart. First he had to turn down a full scholarship to college, for he turned into a wolf, and protecting La Push was more important then college, then the whole hurting Leah(he would never get over that! How he had to go back on everything he promised her.) Then hurting Emily, the list went on!
"Emily!" Sam finally said, the hurt from being betrayed had a thick layer in his deep voice. He could not bring himself to yell, though most would probably rather him yell. People could handle yelling. But the tone of his voice, was just scary. He was hurt, and you could tell. You could see it in his eye. You could just feel the pain in the air, feel the anger he had, feel the emotions he was feeling. His muscles rippled a little, trying to tense. But he was still remembering how to work his human body. Living for a week as a wolf, took a tole on a person. It was hard to transition back to a human. He was still working on it.
He wanted so bad to run to Emily and just hold her in his arm's. He had missed her so much, and she is why he stood here today. She the sole reason for his life. Yet, seeing Leah, Jacob and the thing Renesmee here in his home, just took control of him. He expected to come home to Emily all sad, crying almost... just sad, not being with him, but NO! HE comes home to her smile, with people he did not want to see. The humans he did not mind, but not one person from his pack was here. Not one! Only Jacob and his... he tried not to think. The more he though the more upset he became. And he knew that being upset was a very bad thing. He needed to relax a bit. He needed to find an outlet. He needed Emily's touch, yet at the same time, he wanted nothing to do with the trader. Then again he needed her. The battle over Emily was endless right now. He wanted to hold her, he craved her touch, yet at the same time he did not want to see her, how he could hurt him so?! It did not even look like she missed him. He did not even hear his name not ONCE! did she even miss him?! did she care?
He was not sure if he could take much more. His arms started to shake harder, it was getting that much harder to handle this anger. His eye's fixed on Renesmee. How could Emily let such a thing in this house, without him here. How?! He just wanted to rip her apart and burn the pieces. Though he knew that she was untouchable. For if he touched her Jacob would defend her, and he could not hurt his brother. Yes Jacob was still his brother, though he did not like it much, Jacob was still apart of him in a way. This Renesmee, he hated to even think her name, was here, and he hated it. She was part vampire she should not be aloud to cross the line into La Push. But Jacob allowed it, and he was the rightful Alpha wolf, so he made the rule's no matter how much Sam hated it, he did not belong as a Alpha. He was a beta, In an Alpha position, only because the real Alpha broke off from the pack, and started his own. Sam struggled with this thought.
He was almost fixed on Renesmee now, pure hate in his eye's. Of all the people. He could handle coming home to Emily being sad, and having Leah or Jacob or even both being there to help her through it. But no, Renesmee was here too, and Emily looked just as happy as ever. Just having fun. Sam wanted to say something about it, but again, he could not say much. He knew that if he opened his mouth, what would come out would not be very nice. He knew if he spoke, he would hurt Emily greatly! He would hurt all in the room, and Claire would surly think he was a bad guy, and that was the last thing he wanted. For if Clarie hated him, Quil would be quick to follow. He did not want to lose Quill to Jacob as well. He was just bitter about Jacob leaving him that's all. He still loved Jacob, but he could not help but hold some kind of hate for him. A hate for leaving him, high and dry. But Sam would get over this all in time. The week had done him good, he was really starting to get over it. And he would have been fine if he came home to an empty sad home. But no, he comes home to smiles and laughter. How great. This is NOT what he was expecting.
((Im going to just stop typing. I can go on forever (so it seems), but I want people to read this post(though I don't think many people will seeing as it 1,725 words, soo I'll cut it short! haha)) [/blockquote][/color] ((OOC::All credit goes to Aro from MP for making my posting layout, Signature, and Avatar!. What would I do with out him?!)) |
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Post by Leah Clearwater on Aug 24, 2009 9:51:20 GMT -5
Leah smelled him before she saw him and her solders with stiff. She could take Emily, and she could take Sam. However, she wasn't sure she could take Emily AND Sam together. She didn't need to see it to know how real it was. She had lived inside Sam's head for a while, she knew how he felt. It was one of the reason's she had so much trouble getting over her bitterness.
When Sam walked in, Leah still had not moved, it was like she was stone, just staring past everyone to the walls, in a slight frozen half glare. It wasn't until she saw Sam's hands or arms shake that Leah unfrozen. When she did, she moved so her back was pressed close to Jake and Ness as if to shield Ness with her own body, and her eyes were only for Sam.
This time, in steed of her old emotions (once love, then hate) they were defensive. Her hand shook slightly as well. The little cottage had just got allot dangerous.
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Post by xoxoxo3232 on Aug 26, 2009 16:13:21 GMT -5
Emily looked up, a smile still on her lips to see Sam standing in the door frame. Her smile faded and she had to grip the chair with her hands to stop them from shaking.
She wished more than anything she was holding little Claire right now. She wanted the comfort of a soft little baby to hug close to her. No she was alone and she had to face him by herself.
Today had to be the day he came back, she should have known. She couldn't look at him so she concentrated on her plate of untouched purple cake.
Her emotions were every where.
She was so angry! How could he do this to her? How could he leave without coming himself to tell her where he was going! How could he stay away for so long with no way for Emily to contact him?
She was extremely upset. He had left her and she had no idea how long he was going to be gone. She didn't know exactly why he had left only that he needed time alone.
Time with out her.
Time where she was alone in the house that was usually full of people.
If Sam had wanted to punish her, he chose the perfect thing. Emily hated to be alone, she was an extremely social person and nothing made her happier than when she was helping others. When he left, he left Emily with a feeling of emptiness that only got worse with the actual empty state of the house.
Emily felt no guilt at inviting over her friends, her very family. They had been the ones who kept her sane, the ones who helped her through the absense of Sam.
Even though he had hurt her she knew that she still loved him.
Emily longed to throw herself into his arms. To look into his eyes and watch all this anger and sadness fade until all that was left was love for her.
At first she had felt a sense of rightness about the pain he was feeling. Did he not make her feel this same pain for the past week?
Then she began to soften, she hated to see the people she loved suffer and this was her soul mate, her everything, her Sam.
She was having a difficult time keeping her emotions inside. To all who looked at her she looked as if she was in a church praying. Her head slightly dropped, eyes down cast, face as serious as a statue.
When he said her name, all flooded with hurt and betrayal, Emily looked up at him startled.
It took all her strength to stay where she was. She literally refused to cause a scene in front of all the people there. Claire was so very young. Rachael shouldn’t have to deal with the stress at such a late stage in her pregnancy. She was afraid for Nessie because Sam wasn’t exactly too fond of her and Emily knew if Sam tried to hurt her she’d put herself in the way of his attack. That alone was going to be a difficult thing to live with. The fact that Emily still loved these people, the ‘other’ pack, the vampires and little Nessie would be something to cause issues with Sam until he got over his aversion. She didn’t think it would be easy. It was in his very blood to hate vampires but he had to realize that the Cullen’s were not like other vampires and that Emily was going to see them. She was a little afraid to tell him about her friendship with Tanya Denali. Jake was going to freak if Sam got any closer to them. Then there was Leah…there was no way in HELL she was going to run to Sam and have this conversation in front of Leah. She wouldn’t want to hurt her cousin any more than she already had so she was stuck completely unsure of how to handle this situation, when things became ten times worse. Sam was no longer looking at Emily he was glaring at Nessie who was thankfully in Jake’s arms.
“Sam don’t. Your mad at me, she has nothing to do with this.” Emily’s voice was ice cold. She hadn’t moved but her posture had changed from dejected and shamed to angry and alert.
“Your more than welcome to stay here, you know that, but so is every body else.”
Emily leaned forward and tickled Claire, who was still in Rachael’s arms hoping the little girls laughter would distract her and ease the tension in the room a little bit.
She purposefully ignored Sam letting him decide if he could handle joining them or not.
Either way they needed to talk at some point, now was not the time. It hurt her to do this. It took all her self control to stay where she was and not explain herself to Sam. She loved him so very much and she wanted to touch him so badly, he’d been gone for a whole week. It was the longest the two had been apart since they started going out.
She looked up and smiled at him quickly, pushing out a chair for him at the table with her foot. That way he wasn’t so near Nessie and Emily actually felt like she was being welcoming. She begged him to understand what she was feeling. She’d never been intimate with Sam in front of Leah and she wasn’t going to start now. Emily had made a vow when she’d finally accepted her love for Sam, she would allow herself to have him and for him to have her but she was going to do everything she could to keep from hurting Leah again.
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Post by jake on Aug 27, 2009 23:07:54 GMT -5
![]() img149.imageshack.us/img149/6598/leahwaynejohnwayne.png [/img] Jake held Nessie closer to him and let out a very low growl. If Sam tried to do anything to her, he had to get through him first.
Emily seemed to be trying to make a point to Sam, or at least thats how Jake saw it. She was forcing him to chose something Jake doubted he was ready for. Could he sit there pretending everything was alright while a half vampire was all cuddled up in his fiance's home? In his home?
Jake wasn't going to leave though, he was welcome here as Emily had said for one, for two he wasn't leaving Rachael, Leah, Claire, or even Emily here with how Sam was acting and three Sam was blocking the exit.
He didn't want a fight with Sam, but if he tried to hurt his Ness, he was going down.
The room was still as they all waited for Sam to chose. Except for little Claire who Emily had begun to tickle, either to distract the little girl or to try to distract the people in the room.
He saw how Leah moved her body to cover Ness and he felt instantly more comfortable. Leah had his back, she was on his side if a fight was going to bring down Emily's little cottage.
Jake wouldn't take his eyes off Sam, they were murderous. He used one hand to rub Nessie's back, his small form of comfort and the other to hold her securely to his chest. Sam wasn't getting any closer to his imprintee. |
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Post by ◇Renesmee Cullen◇ on Aug 28, 2009 20:19:26 GMT -5
Renesmee was just getting happy, just beginning to relax a little in Jacobs arms. Just started to accept the other little human girl that everyone loved. Just happy for once today. But something outside caught her attention, and she looked to the door in time to see Sam. Sam, the very wolf who hated her with such a passion, he wanted to kill her and looks like he has yet to get over his hate for her. Well that was just great. She did not have too much time to react, seeing as Leah had already moved in front of her Jacob held her tighter, even Emily spoke. Renesmee was a little frighten by Sam, unsure of what he was going to do. When Renesmee looked back to Sam, he had her in a death stair, and Renesmee was very frighten. She took hold of Jacob's shirt, holding it tight, really tight.(If he has a shirt?!?) Renesmee sunk down a little in Jacobs arm's trying to break the stare Sam had on her, but this was harder then she though. Renesmee's eyes only got bigger as she watched him, locked in his his murderous eyes. Finally Sam blinked and she was able to close her eyes, and sink down lower in Jacob's arms. Her face dug into his shoulder trying to hid from Sam. Trying to be invisible, she was still way too still. Too still for a human, as still as a vampire. The only thing moving was her heart and her chest when she took a breath. But besides that nothing moved. She just hoped Sam would leave soon. For as soon as he left, she was free to run home. Run home as fast as she can. [/color] ((OOC::All credit goes to Leah+Rose from MP for making my posting layout. Icons taken from Google.)) |
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Post by clairebear3232 on Aug 28, 2009 23:17:57 GMT -5
❃![]() ![]() ]http://i199.photobucket.com/albums/aa251/RecklessinForks3232/IMG_0498-1.jpg [/IMG] Claire Bear ❃[/color] Claire was confused.
Things were just beginning to settle down and then Sam comes back and bang the very air feels more difficult to breath.
She didn't understand why he was so upset, or why her aunt Emmy was acting so strange. Seeing her without a smile was like meeting a stranger for the first time. Who was this strange frowning person?
Then her aunt Emmy said Sam was mad at her? For what? What was going on here?
Claire leaned closer to Rachael putting her hand on Rachael's arm for comfort. She could feel her pulse there and the steady thump thump of blood flowing through Rachael calmed Claire considerably.
Aunt Emmy said Sam could stay. Claire had always felt a little strange around Sam. He seemed nice enough and Claire could tell he loved her aunt, but he was so closed off! He hid almost all of his emotions and Claire was always scared she'd do something that would upset him.
Then the smile returned to Emily's face, Claire had no idea it was forced, and she began to tickle her.
Claire let out a loud giggle not expecting to be tickled and tried to push away her aunt's hands.
"No!" She cried between laughing, "No tickle Claire!"
It was the first time all day her aunt had paid any attention to her and Claire couldn't help but act extra cute so that it stayed that way.
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Post by samuley on Aug 29, 2009 21:47:05 GMT -5
He just continued his stair at Renesmee. God how he hated this..this creature. Even when Emily talked he made no such move, or anything that let them know he was listening. Oh so now he was welcome here? Oh was he? Was he REALLY? He was welcomed here? he could stay her? No he could not! How could he stay in this house? This house filled with a vampire? Well half of one. And filled with a different pack? Really?! No he could not stay in here. His home was not 'safe' for him. If Emily let in a half vampire, then the whole thing was the next step. He could not WOULD not allow that. Even Bella. He liked Bella to a point, she always did stink, but she was alright, not he would kill her if he had the change. Kill the whole Cullen clan if he had the chance. "Oh am I now?!" Sam snapped looking right at Emily. Though when he did his eyes were not filled of the hate he had for Renesmee. He was just betrayed, sad, even. Just not himself. He has been a wolf so long, he's almost forgotten how to act, human.
"I'm not gonna kill the pathetic half blood sucker Thing!" Sam spat, not able to control it, he knew he would get it from Jacob at some point, but by then hopefully Sam would get over his... mood? "Outside now!" Sam said his arm straight out pointing right to the back door. His eyes fixed on Emily. Yeah he would have to do a lot of making up for this, lots of presents to Clair, but he would win her over, maybe. He never liked kids anyway, so whatever. When he spoke to Emily, it was an order. His Alpha voice coming out really. She would go outside, and that was that. His voice was so strong, he would not be suprised if Jacob or Leah reacted in such a way. Then again they were in a different pack, so he was sure they would not react. They did not have to listen to him, not at all. But Emily and Sam NEEDED TO TALK! NOW! Right now! That's it. Emily better march her ass outside and now, or they were going to have problems! and lots of them. [/blockquote][/color] ((OOC::All credit goes to Aro from MP for making my posting layout, Signature, and Avatar!. What would I do with out him?!)) |
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Post by Leah Clearwater on Aug 30, 2009 0:04:22 GMT -5
Leah had frozen for a half second after Sam spoke up, calling Ness some names, before the trimmers started. First her hands, they shook so hard Leah was damn glad Ness had pitched her fit a moment ago and she wasn't holding human Claire in her arms. The trimmers went up her arms, and Leah's breathing deepened in anger. Her shoulders shook, and Leah knew she was going to half to fight hard not to phase right there.
Some buttons, people needed to learn not to push.
Leah had pounded Paul's head almost to china when he made comments meant to hurt. But there, in that moment it had been in the open, she could have ran away with out doing much damage. Here, in this small overly warm little kitchen, if she phased, someone was going to get the brute force of it. Someone was going to get hurt. Leah thought of Claire and chubby preggo Ray. Her whole body was shaking and she hoped Jacob was smart enough to get Ness the hell away from her.
Ness.
Leah left her self calm down enough so it was only her arms. It had only been a second, since Sam spoke. She was still in danger but it was a controlled danger. She wasn't going to hurt the kid. "Take. It. Back." Leah hissed out under her breath, in a tone that basicly said everything she was feeling right now. Rage.
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Post by xoxoxo3232 on Aug 30, 2009 0:44:18 GMT -5
"Don't you DARE talk about Nessie that way!" Emily didn't shout, her voice was soft and ice cold.
She stood her hands on the table and glared at Sam.
Her whole body shook and she had tears pouring out of the corners of her eyes.
When he yelled at her Emily's mouth literally fell open. Her heart slowed and she couldn't hear anything for a moment. She gripped the table to keep herself from falling.
SAM YELLED AT HER.
She took a deep breath and sat back down.
She watched as Leah almost phased in her kitchen. She heard what she said and just watched what was going on around her. She felt like the guy who designed the Titanic standing there watching her world fall apart but having no strength to do anything about it. She was lost. Her whole body numb. She flew through her memories of the two of them together. Sam had never ordered her around like that. Not unless it was an order out of danger. She felt completely emotionless like he had taken away all her power of self. They had always been equal in their relationship and now she felt like the ring on her finger was more like a collar and she was scared.
She wasn't having second thoughts not in the least, she loved him more than anything. She just didn't think she could be the kind of girl who came when he beckoned a finger. They would have to work on this. They HAD to talk.
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Post by Leah Clearwater on Aug 30, 2009 0:59:43 GMT -5
"Yeah," Leah piped up, not giving Sam a moment to even reply. The door was opened, and Leah wasn't holding back. She had dated, loved and been with Sam, and then had been forced to living in side his head when he broke every promise to her he could. She knew his guilt, and his own buttons to push.
Leah wasn't holding back this time. Even if it damned her.
"Don't talk to her like that, Sam." Leah's voice held the edge to it, the Leah edge. She was willing to bet, every person knew what was coming. "I mean, who the hell are you to judge someone by their parents? You Dad couldn't even stick around! Looks like your filling his shoes, however. Leaving Emily ever chance you get? Spending all your time, with the good old boys, who even with all you 'fun' bonding keep leaving your pack for mine!" It wasn't her pack but honestly, Leah didn't care. "You just keep digging you own grave hole Sam. Your going to end up, alone with nothing but a pile of broken promises. 'I love you le-le'." Leah mocked words he had said to her once, " 'I would never hurt you, le-le'." Then came the final blow. As she spoke the words, she ran her finger tips down her face . . . tracing where Emily's scars were. " 'I'll never hurt you Emily'. Nothing but a broken record, of broken promises."
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Post by samuley on Aug 30, 2009 1:32:15 GMT -5
Don't talk to her like what?! She was a thing, that's what she was, what she would always be! A thing.... nothing, he would and could talk to her like that. That was that. Sam opened his mouth to fire back at Leah, he was itching for a fight, almost wanting it.. He needed to blow off some steam, and he needed to settle the score.... And with Leah why the heck not! Though he stopped himself from speaking when Emily... well sat down. He expected that she would walk outside, before he put himself in check. He took a step out of himself for a moment. Did he really just pull an Alpha ON EMILY?! did he really just order her to do something, he yelled at her?! Look at his body... how hostile he looked... Just wow. What was happening to him? He was turning into a monster... no worse... he was turning into his father! Wow that hurt. Just thinking about it, as he watched Emily, cry... Watched her, sink into the chair and just! Wow... why did he keep going back on his promises. WHAT WAS WRONG WITH HIM?!
Just as he stopped shaking, just as he stopped everything, just stood there, ready to go run to Emily and just hold her, hug her love her, Leah spoke. He had to turn to look to her. Sam shook his head as she spoke. Yeah he was his father, okay he got that. Okay he sucked, he failed at life! Alright he got it! His body went limp really, his jaw opened slightly as she spoke of his promises. Yes he went back on his word. He never wanted to! He really did LOVE her, he loved Leah... he did, but Em... he just loved more. the she pulled out the big guns, and shot him down, dead. Now what? He could not move, he could not think he could do nothing but stand there, like a idiot. A complete and total idiot. Leah has said some things that hurt before, but this was a bomb. This was low. Everyone knew it, but for to say it? How could... Sam could not move. He felt... he felt numb, nothing. He would have loved to have felt something anything, pain even, anger ANYTHING! But no he got nothing, a whole lotta nothing.
The room started to spin a little, as he blinked more then normal. He could feel tears welding up in his eyes. But he would not let them fall, he can't. His face was hard, like a rock. He was speechless, he was nothing. That was it for Sam. He has never wished death upon anyone before... before today. He wished he would be struck dead. He hurt everyone he loved, he was a horrible person.
After Leah was done, Sam slowly looked to Emily, God what did he do to his poor Emily?! His poor love?! How could he do that to her. He was starting to get control of his limbs. He mouthed an 'I'm sorry' to Emily, before he finally was able to get his feet back, after what seemed like forever. Sam took a slow step back, one after the other, his eye's now locked with Emily's. He kept walking backwards until he reached the door, which he pushed open and bolted out the door. And out he RAN! he has never ran so fast in his life. He ran to the little shed in the back yard. His little safe haven. His little place. He ripped off the door, and just started ripping things down, just tearing the little place to shreds, though he kept the structure standing everything inside was gone. After he destroyed most of his prized possessions, he just collapsed to the cold hard ground and threw his hands to his face, and just cried. Cried like he never cried before. Everything came out. His blood was cold, he was just done. If he had not been a wolf, he would have bleed all over the destroyed shed. He had a few cuts, which were already healing, but apart from that, he was unhurt, well physically. He was never going to recover from this... Leah took it way to far. She just killed Sam in more then one way. Sam could never forgive himself for what he did to Leah, to Emily. He had to live it everyday. [/blockquote][/color] ((OOC::All credit goes to Aro from MP for making my posting layout, Signature, and Avatar!. What would I do with out him?!)) |
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Post by xoxoxo3232 on Aug 30, 2009 2:46:10 GMT -5
Emily couldn't say anything, she couldn't react in any way. She found herself frozen to her chair. When Sam began to back away and had the kindness, after such a brutal attack from Leah, to mouth 'I'm sorry' to Emily she almost lost control of herself.
When he was no longer in sight Emily took a deep breath and turned to face Leah. She looked at her ex-best friend, her sister, her other half and completely let go. Emily only saw her, everyone else in the room was completely gone.
She covered her mouth for a second and began to cry silent tears.
"How could you?" Emily asked her voice low and raw with tears.
"Leah your mad at me. You want to hurt me. Sam didn't chose to love me Leah! He didn't have any control over that! I was the one with a choice." Emily stopped for a moment doubled over in pain. She braced herself against the table and continued to keep eye contact with Leah.
"Don't you remember? Don't you remember how much I hated him? How much I loathed him for you? Don't you? Leah you were my whole world! My other half! When he hurt you like that I wanted to kill him! Don't you understand? No, because you hated me! You never even gave me the chance to defend myself! I hadn't done anything wrong. It wasn't my fault that he'd imprinted on me any more than it was his! You betrayed me first. I tried to ignore him but he's my soul mate. We are supposed to be together. There was no way to save you from the pain I put you through Leah. It was me who broke your heart, it was me who killed a part of you and took away your best friend and sister. It wasn't him. I am the one you should hurt. It was me Leah, and I'll never be sorry enough. " Emily had stopped crying by the end of her speech. She felt horrible for saying those things to Leah but she wasn't going to apologize for that. Leah had crushed Sam, destroyed him and Emily couldn't be completely sorry after that. She looked at Leah one last time and then flew from the room looking for Sam.
The back yard was a battle field of broken things that used to live in the shed. Emily's eyes went from the open door way to the door itself which was broken and sad looking off it's hinges.
"Sam?" Emily called tentatively.
She stepped closer and saw him, huddled in on himself in the center of the shed.
"Oh Sam!" She cried her tears coming up in a fresh wave and making her voice thick.
She threw herself on top of Sam and began to kiss him where ever her lips touched his body.
In between the kisses and the tears Emily sputtered a chorus of "I'm so sorry. Oh Sam I'm so sorry."
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Post by jake on Aug 30, 2009 3:01:53 GMT -5
There was no physical fighting, for which Jake was used to, it was all emotional blows that hurt more and lasted for far longer.
After Leah started to chew out Sam Jake moved a little closer to her, setting Nessie down on the ground behind him where she would be safe.
Then he watched as Emily stood, crying and barely looking like the Emily he knew. It was horrible to bare witness to.
She began to talk to Leah and Jake was so surprised by what she said that it took him a moment to react. When Emily began to walk away, he threw his arms around Leah in an awkward embrace. He wasn't sure how she was going to react but either way having his arms around her was a good idea. Either he'd restrain her, hold her up if she lost her balance, or hug her if she got upset. He wasn't sure what he was going to do if she wanted to just run away. It wasn't a good idea to just let her go in case she rounded back and went after Emily or Sam that way.
Holding her was all he could do for the moment, until she calmed down.
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Post by ◇Renesmee Cullen◇ on Aug 30, 2009 21:39:32 GMT -5
Renesmee was just... confused, to say the least. First Sam was here bad mouthing her, then Emily and Leah stood up for her, then Leah said some rather harsh words, Sam ran, Emily ran after her, after firing back at Leah... then she was put on the floor, then her Jacob hugged her Leah. The only thing sadder, was that Renesmee understood every single word of it. She understood how much Leah's words had effect Sam, how much Sam hated himself for what he has done, how Emily loved Sam(like Nessie loved Jacob) and could not help it. Sam and Emily were meant to be like Jacob and Nessie. That's why he loved Bella so much. Sam loved Leah so much, so much it hurt, but Leah was placed in Sam's life so Sam could meet Emily. Renesmee's mother, Bella, was placed in Jacob's life so Jacob could Meet, well Renesmee. It was all the same thing. A broken heart, the only difference was, Bella fell in love with her Edward, Leah would find her Edward, she would, she had to. Renesmee was unsure of how Leah felt about all this, how anyone felt, so she did what she did best, she Hugged Leah's little leg, just holding on tight, going with Jacob, doing what he did, just trying to help. She loved her Leah more then anything, and even if she was rude and hurt Sam and Emily's feeling's Renesmee would forgive her. Though she must admit to herself wished at this very moment, that she knew as much as Claire did. She wished she knew nothing of the insults. [/color] ((OOC::All credit goes to Leah+Rose from MP for making my posting layout. Icons taken from Google.)) |
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Post by samuley on Aug 31, 2009 0:07:02 GMT -5
Sam could not even hear the door being open, he could not hear Emily advancing towards him. He could not hear Emily call his name, or hear the saddens in her voice. He could hear nothing. He could see nothing he could feel nothing. He could feel someone touch him, he knew the touch all to well, it was Emily. Emily crying and kissing him all over... He could say nothing do nothing. He could not move from the pain he felt, no he wanted to feel pain he wanted to feel something, but he felt nothing, but his cold black heart bringing him down. Black heart black fur, it made sense now. Sam had to leave, maybe he could hurt no more if he lived a life of a wolf? the emotions there would be so must less, so easy to handle. Yet by leaving he would break Emily's heart for good this time. It would be the last heart he ever broke, the last promise he made, the last everything. It sounded good, sounded great even, but he was weak, and he knew he would never make it. He knew he would come back, check on Emily. Check on La-Push, maybe even talk to Jacob if he could? Sam was just not that strong, a week was hard enough. This was not the first time he was lost for a week, when he first changed, he left for a week, but it took that long for him to chill out and think. Now he was just a coward, trying to run from his problems. Trying to run from everything. But he could not leave. He craved Emily's touch, her happiness, and by her being sad, just killed him all over again, her crying made it all worse. Sam did not react to Emily, he was just more still, crying to himself rather then out loud. He was silent, and just leaked the tears from his eyes. What could he say? How could he be better? How could he ever heal from something like this? He couldn't.
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Post by xoxoxo3232 on Aug 31, 2009 0:32:59 GMT -5
When Sam didn't respond Emily became frantic. She pushed on his shoulder and shook him.
"Sam, Sam please. Don't leave me now. Please I need you." Emily couldn't stop herself, she tried to pull Sam up from his position on the floor and into her lap but she wasn't strong enough. Sam was extremely heavy.
"Sam your not him! You are not your father!" Emily cried
She was so frustrated, why did Leah have to hit him when he was already down? That was low even for her.
"It's not your fault Sam what hap pended with Leah wasn't your fault it was mine! I made you break those promises, it was my fault." She stopped shaking him and laid down next to him, so her face was in front of his.
She put out her hand and placed it on his face.
"Sam?" She asked her voice softer than ever, "I understand if you don't want this anymore. If you want to leave me." She couldn't keep eye contact any longer. She let her hand drop from his face and waited for him to respond.
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