Post by Jasper Hale on Jul 5, 2009 12:03:36 GMT -5
Jasper had a lot on his mind. Things had radically changed since he had first joined Maria's army. He was not as content with her lifestyle as he once had been. He was not finding enjoyment or pleasure in the destruction of humans, and newborn vampires -- when they no longer qualified as newborns -- . His need for something more stemmed from two things. The first being the emotions he felt from his victims, every time he killed them, he could feel their agony as if he were the one being tortured to death. The second reason, was the recent event of Peter and Charlotte running away. Peter had been a good friend of Jasper's. Had he not fallen in love with Charlotte, he would have still been here. But no; he had fled, and Maria would not be pleased. Jasper did not tell her, or had not been the one to report it. One of her other minions was bound to tell her as quickly as it had happened, trying to get on her good side and score points with their leader.
Jasper could not care less. Well, he did in a certain way . . . but not as much as he had once. He had no intention of leaving her, mainly because he knew he had no where else to go. There was no alternative lifestyle for him, rather than the one he had lived for the past several years. He would have to continue being her general, for he knew that if he ever said no to her, it would be the last thing he ever said. Not that he underestimated his capability to defend himself; he just did not want to do that. There was no need to unnecessarily tell her he was unwilling to do something. He was just trying to create a bit more of a distance from her, as oppose to before when he hated not spending every second with Maria.
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