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Post by aries on Jun 6, 2009 11:37:14 GMT -5
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Aries had yet another sleepless night by her self in the large mansion on the edge of the forest in Forks Washington. Aries usually never slept because of the nightmares that would occupy her dreams, she could never get away from them no matter how hard she tried so she just didn't sleep, she got enough sleep when she went to the hospital every day anyways. She had chemo at the forks hospital which she had started a few days ago. Today was going to be her first day as a sophomore at forks high school. She was nervous and she didn't even know why. She knew no one would like her, she was the depressed new girl, that didn't really stick her in with the popular people so she didn't even try, she dressed how she normally would every day because she didn't need to impress any one. She was figuring she would screw up and get sent away again, she was so used to no one wanting her that it hardly phased her.
She tugged on a pair of black skinny jeans and a gray and white stripped long sleeved shirt that hid the multiple scars up and down her arms. It was a frequent thing she did, it made her feel better. She tried to stop but that didn't really work well for her because she just relapsed twice as hard. Self mutilation was her biggest problem and her biggest flaw. She almost never wore short sleeved shirts because she didn't want any one to see the scars that laced her arms. Some old and fading, some still new and tender to touch. It was a daily thing for her, along with the many suicide attempts that ran threw her head on a constant bases. She couldn't help it, she was depressed all the time and the chemo just mad it worse. She hated her life and she wanted to end it more then anything but something or some one always stopped her and it sucked. She was so pathetic that she couldn't even kill her self right.
Walking out the door she pulled her black hoodie on and flipped the hood up over her dark brown straight hair. She didn't like all the rain that poured down non stop in Forks. Climbing into the drivers side of her black Lexus. She didn't like the car and she didn't have her license yet her new parents insisted that she drove it. They weren't even ever home, her new dad was always in Hollywood and her new mom was in Paris so it was like she was living alone. She was always alone, she liked it better then having to move to a different foster home every few months. She arrived at the school and looked at the clock noticing that she was late, she had all ready missed a period or 2 so she didn't care that much.
She walked in and got her schedule and managed to find her first class. She walked threw the door and looked at the room biting her lip. Glancing at the teacher he pointed to an open seat next to a boy with curly blondish hair. He was cute and she felt nervous. She glanced at him a little and sat down tugging her sleeves down into her hands as she glanced at the teacher. She was sort of wondering what she was going to have to do to catch up since she came after the school year all ready started. She didn't really care to much about school. She tugged her binder out followed by a pen and she opened it to a blank page and slunk down in her seat a little writing out her latest song idea.
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POST STATUS:[/color] COMPLETE TEMPLATE CREDIT TO:[/color] sydknee says!BANNER CREDIT TO:[/color] person!LYRICS CREDIT TO:[/color] Demi Lovato ROLEPLAYING WITH:[/color] Jasper Hale WHERE WE AT?:[/color] Class Room WORD COUNT:[/color] LOOKING LIKE:[/color] outfit here!NOTES:[/color] Kinda bad sorry. [/font] [/center] [/ul][/size][/size] |
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Post by Jasper Hale on Jun 6, 2009 11:55:30 GMT -5
 Another mundane day of torture, and Jasper was not handling it well. He seldom did. The two worst times of the school day for him was when he was in a class alone -- without Alice -- and lunchtime, when they were all forced to sit in the cafeteria, and all the students were gathered together in one massive blob of temptation. Jasper needed to do better than this uncontrollable desire to just sink his teeth into one of these weak humans. The thought was tempting. The scent of each humans blood was calling him. Though he would never do it . . . or never wanted to do it, it was still difficult to maintain the calmness that he strive for every single day he was at school. For these 6 some hours . . . he was constantly reminded of how weak he really was.
It was economics class and Jasper was the slightest bit relieved when no one was seated next to him. The Cullens tended to be the outcasts of the school, which suited Jasper absolutely perfectly. Of course, that did not lessen the amount of stares they received. But not every one looked at Jasper with the same awe and desire as they did when they looked at others like Rosalie or Edward. Though Jasper tried his best to keep his face expressionless, there were times when he knew he had the slightest scowl, and it was very unwelcoming indeed. Of course, he was not concerned about what others thought of him; he was concerned about not killing them.
Suddenly, a strong wave of yet another human entered the room, and Jasper was disappointed to realize that the only vacant chair was the one conveniently situated next to him. He hid his disappointment however. He did not look at the late comer, but rather, kept his expression straight ahead. The professor's words were not registering in Jasper's mind; he was far too focused on controlling himself. But the emotions emanating from this student soon proved to be a bit of a distraction from her scent. They were strong . . . too strong. Sometimes it helped to be around those who were a little less calm, but there was something odd about the emotions were; they ran deep. On the surface, he could detect a bit of nerves, but deeper than that . . . no, Jasper did not want to go deeper. The last thing he needed was to allow them to consume him, and therefore, lose all strength and lash out at one, or two, or every single human present in this room.
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Post by aries on Jun 14, 2009 14:14:47 GMT -5
[/SIZE][/color][/font] I wanna wake up feeling beautiful[/font] today and know that im ok[/color][/font] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Aries glanced up from her writing every once in a while to check to board and try to catch on to what the man was talking about. Honestly she had no clue, she didn't even want to take this class but it was the only one that wasn't full so she had to. Her soft caramel brown eyes glanced up at the boy she was sitting next to but quickly shifted back to her work. She didn't know why he made her feel more nervous, maybe it was because he was cute or maybe it was just because she was new and hadn't really met any one yet so even just sitting next to some one made her nervous. Either way she could feel her heart beat pick up a few extra beats as she glanced around again and shut her binder.
She heard impatient ruffling of papers in front of her and leaned forward in her seat to try and grab them from the person sitting in front of her, he was being a jerk and kept pulling them father away from her. She felt like punching him in the back of the head. She finally had a corner of them and tried to snatch them from him, she missed and the papers scattered across the floor and her face lit up a bright scarlet as people started to laugh. Perfect way to start a first day. She slid out of her seat, tucked a strand of dark brown hair behind her ear and started picking up the pages. She felt a few salty warm tears trickle down her cheeks and she kept her eyes on the ground totally just wanting to run away, she wanted to get in her car and just drive back to Texas.
She managed to get all the papers and she quickly wiped her cheeks off and sat back down. She took 2, placed them on the desk behind her and quietly slid one to the boy she was sitting next to. The teacher came around and paired every one, she got paired with the cute guy...this was going to be interesting. She looked at the piece of paper and started reading the instructions and what they would have to do. It sounded easy enough. She looked at the guy she was sitting next to and figured it wouldn't kill them to know each other a little bit, after all they would be working together for the rest of the week. "I'm Aries." She didn't know why she was talking first because usually she was the last person in a group to talk but since it was just the 2 of them and he seemed as quiet as her, she figured it wouldn't hurt to say her name first.
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POST STATUS:[/color] COMPLETE TEMPLATE CREDIT TO:[/color] sydknee says!BANNER CREDIT TO:[/color] person!LYRICS CREDIT TO:[/color] Demi Lovato ROLEPLAYING WITH:[/color] Jasper Hale WHERE WE AT?:[/color] Class Room WORD COUNT:[/color] LOOKING LIKE:[/color] outfit here!NOTES:[/color] aw she is super nervous. [/font] [/center] [/ul][/size][/size] |
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Post by Jasper Hale on Jun 15, 2009 1:32:19 GMT -5
Oh dear. Oh dear oh dear oh dear. Not only was Jasper sitting next to this human . . . he was being paired up with her for their term assignment. This was not good. How was he going to endure spending so much time with her, when every moment he was in her company was risking her life and pushing his limits? This was the problem with school. Once he graduated -- again -- he was just going to take online courses. That way, he would be able to be at home with Alice, and educate himself to keep up with appearances that he did not concern himself with.
He watched her as the papers fell on the ground. He would have helped . . . no. He would not have. He was too busy trying to distract himself. It was better that she pick up the papers herself, rather than have him be any closer to her. If she could pick embarrassment, or a violent death . . . would she not pick the humiliation option? Jasper remained completely still, completely silent in his seat. He looked at the paper, outlining what they needed to do. A business venture. With a human. He would much rather do this himself, yet, he knew that he had no choice.
"Jasper," he introduced, turning his head to face her. He locked eyes with her, as his mind began plotting evil ways of how he could get her alone, in seclusion. . . where no one would be able to hear her if he attacked. How horrible! This was the monster he had once been, not the one he wanted to continue to be. How was he going to do this? Maybe they could split the work . . . no. Business partners had to work on this together, and he most certainly did not want to fail the class. "Do you have any . . . suggestions as to what product we can manufacture?" He had averted his gaze to the paper in front of him, trying to keep his tone polite and formal at the same time. He was not trying to portray the over friendly type of guy, he was just trying to make enough conversation so that they could start their work on this entrepreneur assignment.
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